Steve was very excited about moving back to tennessee.  He wanted a place in the county where he only saw the mail man and his many animals.  

I think that would have been a good healing place for him.  He missed the outdoors and tending to horses.
    

Steve talked offen about his life and his many adventures but he made it very clear  his life was about riding horses and training them to be there very best . He missed that part of his life so much and told me many a night
"i wouldn't trade for the world .
 
We then would talk about his uncle Tom that he loved and missed very much.   
His conversation ,many a day, would center around tom and his love for music and how steve enjoyed being with him and playing music,  till the very end . 

He would talk about little steve , many a night, crying that he felt bad how things ended wondering if one day he would come looking for him and how he would respond.  that scared him.

I wasn't in his life for very long but he talked a life time of his love and many aventures.

I miss you my steve.