Steven as days go bye with out seeing you knowing I want see you again tell it my time it hurt so much I remember when you call me three days before this happen and we were talking about family and you ask me if i would move with you to Washington and I said will see son and you said you'll never leave this house mom I would have gone with you Steven but now that inpossable because you were tooken because of this man mistake you died I hate this man so much Steven for what he has done he has tooken you from all of us expecialy Serena I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SON I CANT WAIT TELL I CAN BE WITH YOU AGAIN LOVE MOMMY   

My Dearest Steven the day you went away my heart was ripped from my chest apart of me with you and the world came crashing down around me as time goes on with out you I think of you everyday and miss you so much it hurts I have emptiness in my heart and I know the pain of losing you will be with me for all my life it is so hard to accept that you had to go away I cry for you everyday and long to look upon your face hear your voice touch you again and hold you in my arms one more time when you were a little boy and make everything right remember that my love for you will never die                                         



                                                                  Love Mommy 

I am writing this note to my son Steven who is away right now in Boot Camp letting him know how much I  miss him and how i feel about him. The day you were born my son you touched my soul those beautiful blue eyes staring at me and i knew  was the luckiest mom in the world I hope you know how much I LOVE YOU as days turned to months and months turned to years I have watch you grow into a man and if you should ever need me i will be right by your side and whether we are together or apart Please DO NOT ever forget that you will always have apiece of my heart.