Well here it is the 1 year ann. Of you going to heaven. I miss you everyday. I want to touch your face, hear your laugh or just sit and watch movies with you. I look at your picture and cry so much. Omg Mom if you only knew just how much us girls need you. You never thought you were important when the fact is You were our glue.Mom life just isn't the same since you left. I want you back, but I know that can't happen, all I get now is memories and dreams. I really feel alone since you left. I know how you felt the last couple years cuz I'm going through the same thing. You always told me over & over & over "Amy when I die I'm going to live on through you" !! I get it now... We really are the same. I finally get it. I love you Mom & I miss you just as much. Luv your Kiddo, Amy

Well today marks our first year without you. I sit here and think about you, look at your belongings that are in my house and cry. I wish you were still here to talk to, hug, kiss, cry/laugh with, play yatzee, watch movies, shop, dammit...just soooo many things!!!! How I'd give anything to have you back here with us kids and grandkids who still need you SOOOO much!!!! I miss you so much Mom!!!!!! Love you always and miss you forever!!!!

This is sad. I can't believe your gone, tomorrow will be 15 weeks that you left. I sure wish this site would allow us to send messages to you and to hear back. Why does death have to leave those alive behind with so much pain? I miss you so much! I think about you all the time! I'm going home for Xmas and it's just going to be so sad that you won't be there. I can't wait to be with my sisters who share my pain but it sucks you won't be there. I hate life without you! I know that's not what you want but it's just hard! I can't wait to be with and see you again! Love and miss you so much!

Hey mom, remember the bloody mary's!!!! That was such a good time. What I would do to have just one more bloody mary with you ( one more talk, one more fight, one more laugh, one more game of yahtzee, one more game of mexican dominoes, one more.......) I miss you, WE ALL MISS YOU.

Morning Mom. Hey I was wondering did you see missy in jammi girl? So cute. Mom can ya help us sisters stay together and close please. I been feeling pretty alone lately and I feel like everybody is going out of my life. I want to call you. I need you. I can't hold my tears back anymore. I know everybody dies but I need you. I miss your soft face and hearing u say "I love you kiddo",Momi

Mom, its hard for me, really really hard. Its hard to write knowing that you truely will never see this nor will you truely know what you did to all of us. Man, we didn't know until now so how could you have. Things are hard...there so hard mom, I feel like I'm doing this on my own, I don't go to anyone with my feelings I just hold them in. I just want to tell you.... I miss you mom and I

wish I would have taken time out of my life for you. I'm so sorry mom, Iwish I would have been a better daughter to you. I just wish we would have had more time. I'm not ready to be without you. And I hope you hear me when I talk to you. i Love you mom and I Miss you so Incredibly much.

Hey mom its me. I thought I was OK but I'm having a hard day. The tears won't stop. They are running down my face. I need to talk to you mom. I miss hearing you say I love you kiddo. A lady at work said well hello kiddo and I broke down in tears. Why didn't I call u more. I'm sorry if u didn't know how u were the glue that's held us toge together.

Mom, I'm hurting and struggling with the pain of loseing you. I wish I would have called you more,I wish I would have told you I loved you more. I'm sorry I didn't make u feel more loved. Omg if you only knew you were our glue. I miss you Mom & oh how I love you. All my love, Amy

Please help me with photos of good memories of mom. If you have silly ones please post cuz its ok for us to laugh. She sure did. Thank you. My phone wont let me post piks.