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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Susan Jackson, 55 years old, born on July 4, 1959, and passed away on December 31, 2014. We will remember her forever.
December 31, 2019
December 31, 2019
We miss you very much.
LOVE YOU, Terri
July 4, 2019
July 4, 2019
Happy Birthday my muse eternal! I miss you so much my beautiful wife! I wish we were celebrating your birthday together. I know we can't celebrate together today, but one day soon we will. It won't be soon enough. I pain never gets easier, and I still miss you more and more everyday. I long to be in your arms again. I can't wait until we are reunited. You will always be my soulmate. I miss and love you more than words can ever express. See you soon beautiful! I love you babysita!
December 31, 2018
December 31, 2018
You will always be missed. I will see you again some day. I just keep telling my self that you are with Jesus and that's a wonderful thing, and with your mom and dad.
Terri
December 31, 2018
December 31, 2018
Hello my muse. It's been 4 years today that you were taken from me, called home to God. I still miss you more than anything in the world. Nothing is ever going to be the same again. My heart will always be empty without you. Everyday is a struggle and I don't want to go on. I'm still taking care of Tucker for you, he's goofy as ever. I long for the day we are together again. I miss and love you more than anything in the world! You will always be my muse eternal. I love you babysietta!
December 31, 2017
December 31, 2017
Today at 10:56 a.m. it was exactly 3 years you went home. The pain is still here and I still have a huge hole in my heart and my soul. Nothing will ever be able to fill the space you left. I love and miss you so much, I long to be home with you. I can't wait until that day arrive. I love you my beautiful muse! I miss you my precious wife!
December 28, 2017
December 28, 2017
Another Christmas without you, it just isn't the same. It never will be again either. I miss you and love you so much.
December 31, 2016
December 31, 2016
My beautiful muse, my perfect wife. Two years ago today I lost you and nothing has been the same since. Nothing will ever be the same again. Life just isn't as good as it was with you. I wish you was still here with me or I was there with you. I look forward to the day we are together again, I long for that day. I will always miss you my love! I love you my beautiful blessing from above!
March 21, 2016
March 21, 2016
I just wanted to tell you I miss you! Nothing will ever change that. I wish I had one more chance to tell you how I feel. To show you how much you mean to me. To hold you in my arms. To feel your warm embrace, your gentle kiss. To let you know you are and always will be the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. I miss you so much my precious wife! I love you my muse eternal!
February 12, 2016
February 12, 2016
Just wanted you to know how often I think of you and how bad I miss and love you. There are no words to describe the pain of being without you. I love you my perfect wife.
January 27, 2016
January 27, 2016
Hello my love. The twenty-fourth was our five year wedding anniversary. This is two anniversary's with us apart. They have both been horrible without you baby. I look forward to the day we are reunited again, nothing is the same without you. I remember when we were planning the wedding that I said I wanted to get married the day after we got to Hawaii so we could get it over with. It's a good thing you knew what I meant because that comment sounded better in my head. I just wanted the whole week to be our honeymoon. I wasn't trying to make getting married sound bad, marrying you was the best thing that has ever happened to me! You are my soulmate, my muse eternal, my wife forever! You are my one and only! I will always love you! I miss you beautiful! I love you Susan Payne Jackson!
January 6, 2016
January 6, 2016
Hello my love. Yesterday was the one year anniversary of your visitation and today is the one year anniversary of your service. It has been a real tough couple of days. Everyday is tough but these two days have been harder than most. I did my best to get your service and visitation exactly how you wanted it. We had the service and the visitation at our church like you wanted. I got the grey thing you wanted. You looked great in the black dress and coat you picked out. I had them put a pair of the new shoes I got you for Christmas on you. I wanted you to be able to wear them atleast once, I knew how much you liked them. Your flowers were peach roses, your favorites, just like you wanted. We had the pallbearers you asked for. Tara read out of the Bible like you wanted her to. Christie sang the three songs you wanted her to sing. I did your eulogy just like you asked me to do. It was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life, next to trying to live without you. You had lots of people show up both days. There were several of your friends and family you hadn't seen in years that showed up. Everyone you ever met you had such a great impact on their lives and they wanted to be there to remember you. I don't remember a lot about those two days. I know I had a stool beside you that I sit on the whole time while rubbing your hand. I never wanted to leave your side and want to be by your side again right now. I was told that I collapsed on the way down to see you on the morning of your visitation. The whole thing just didn't seem real, in a lot of ways it still doesn't. But the pain is very real. Everyone said it was a nice service and that I did good on the eulogy. I hope they are right, I hope I did right by you. I tried my best to make everything exactly how you wanted it. I wish you was still here with me or I was there with you. I long to hold you in my arms again. I cant wait to we are reunited again, I long for that day to come. I pray for it everyday. Living without you is horrible, I'm not even sure I would call it living. I will be so glad when we are reunited together again, in Heaven, as husband and wife. I miss you so much my precious, beautiful, loving, perfect wife! I love you Susan Jackson!
December 31, 2015
December 31, 2015
We all will miss you always. You were a very special lady.
I'm sure you are having a wonderful time with Jesus and your mom and dad...Forever missed till we meet again one day. You are very loved.
December 31, 2015
December 31, 2015
Hello my precious wife. Exactly one year ago today at 10:56 a.m. you were called home by God. I tried CPR for sixteen minutes, but couldn't help you. Nothing I did could undo the damage the doctors had done for the previous twenty-nine days. I tried as hard as I could baby, but I failed you. Everyday still hurts as much as it did the first day, it never gets easier and I don't expect it to. I wish you was still here with me or that I was in Heaven with you. I long for the day when we are reunited in Heaven, it cannot come soon enough. You are the perfect woman and wife, my muse eternal, my heart and soul, my all, my everything. No one or nothing could ever compare to you. I always considered you my blessing from above and know God blessed me when He sent you into my life. I never deserved someone as great and perfect as you, but you deserved someone much better than I could ever be. You are all I ever wanted or needed and more than I ever knew I wanted and needed. You are everything to me, you are a wife and friend beyond my wildest dreams. You showed me a love I never believed could exist, and yet it did in you and you shared it with me. There was nothing you wouldn't do for me, and it showed every day. You taught me so much and I will always be greatful. You are so full of love and compassion and still have so much to share with the world. I wish I could have saved you or could bring you back. Since I cant bring you back, I will continue to long for the day we are together again. Life has not been the same since you have been gone and never will be again. Life can never be good without you. You completely filled me and without you I am completely empty. I want to thank you for all you shared with me and all you taught me. I will continue to long for you everyday and anxiously await the day we are reunited. I miss you more than any words could ever express. I Love You Susan Payne Jackson.
December 29, 2015
December 29, 2015
Hello my love. One year ago today you got to come home from the ICU. The doctors came into your room and told me that you had forty-eight hours left if you were lucky. I asked how this could happen when everyday you was trying to get better. They told me that no one had ever survived a mistake like the one they made that put you there to begin with. They said they had been guessing how to treat you and they had shut down your liver and kidneys. They said they could never be repaired and there was no way to recover from the damage. We got home at nine that night. You and I spent the next two days in front of the Christmas tree. I know how beautiful you thought it was, and it is. You picked out everything on it and you have great taste. I miss you so much my love! I wish you was here with me or I was there with you. I love you my perfect wife!
December 25, 2015
December 25, 2015
Merry Christmas my perfect wife. Today is our first Christmas apart and it has been horrible. I never imagined I would ever have to spend a Christmas without you, and I hope I never have to again. This has been the worst Christmas of my life. I did get to spend the day with you, just not like I wanted. I know you had a good Christmas because you got to spend it with your parents. I know how much you miss them and now you are all together again. I long for the day when I am there with you. It can't come soon enough. Tara brought a beautiful angel for you today, she hung it on one of your shepherds hooks. I know you would really like it a lot. I miss you so much my love! I love you Susan Jackson!
December 24, 2015
December 24, 2015
Hello my love. It's Christmas Eve and its awful without you. This is the first Christmas Eve without you. I'm watching Holiday Inn, your favorite Christmas movie. It was our tradition to watch it on Christmas Eve, and I am continuing that tradition in your memory my love. I miss you! I love you honey!
December 2, 2015
December 2, 2015
Hello my love. One year ago today begin our downhill journey. It was on that day I took you to Suburban Hospital to get an outpatient procedure done. They did the procedure and sent you home without telling us they had messed up. When I got you home twenty minutes later you collapsed in the driveway and your body went into shock. We rushed you back to the hospital ER in and ambulance. When the ambulance got here your sugar level had bottomed out, your blood pressure was as low as it could go and you had internal bleeding from your procedure. You spent the next nine hours in the ER while they tried to get you stabilized, they told me they didn't expect to leave the ER. But you did and you were transferred to ICU. They didn't expect you to make it overnight, but again you did. I knew you would, you have always been a fighter. You kept trying to get better but the hospital kept messing up. After twenty-seven days in the ICU, they sent you home. I never left your side, I was in the ICU with you the whole time, I hope you know that. You were home for two days before God called you home. My life changed forever that day. I lost my heart and soul, my soulmate, my perfect wife, my muse eternal, my blessing from above, my all, my everything. I lost everything I ever wanted. I miss you so bad. I wish I was with you in Heaven or you was here with me. I long to be with you again my love. I love you!
October 21, 2015
October 21, 2015
Hi honey. Something interested happened to me. I was standing in the kitchen, in the dark before work, beside the spot you always stood in to prepare dinner. All of the sudden there is this bright concentrated light, that was solid in the middle and faded as it got closer to the edges. It appeared in the spot you always stood. There was no way for the light to have come from somewhere else or been a reflection. It only stayed a minute but was very calming. Thank you sweetie. I miss you. I love you!
October 15, 2015
October 15, 2015
Honey, I sit rereading all the notes people left when you went home. All I could do was sit here and cry. I miss you more and more each and every day. I pray for the day we are reunited. I miss you so much! I love you!
October 8, 2015
October 8, 2015
Baby I came to visit you early yesterday morning instead of in the afternoon like I always do. As I stood there talking to you I started crying, as I often do. I looked up to the sky to continue to talk to you and then I saw it. A shooting star! It calmed my heart to know in that moment you was there with me! I miss you more and more everyday. I love you beautiful, always have and always will.
September 30, 2015
September 30, 2015
Hello my love! One thing I learned during this horrible time is everybody wants to rush you through your grief. I don't like that at all. I also have a greater understanding of why you never got over the loss of your parents. So I decided to write a book to reassure people it's ok to take your time and do it your own way. The eBook is out and the print edition will be out soon. It's dedicated to you my love! I miss you more than any words could ever express! I love you my beautiful muse!
September 23, 2015
September 23, 2015
I miss you more and more everyday. I long to be with you, to hold you in my arms again. Nothing is the same without you, it will never be the same again. I need you so much. I love you my precious wife!
September 3, 2015
September 3, 2015
Hello my love. I miss you so much! I wanted to share some news with you, I got that supervisor promotion you told me to go after. I owe it all to you! I got this job because you turned it down and convinced the guy interviewing you to call me and interview me although I never even applied for the job. Then you encouraged me to go for my first promotion a year later, and I got it. Just over a year after that you convinced me to go for another promotion and I got that one too. Then a year and a half later I tried for this promotion, you always said if the position came open I would get it. You were right, but you always are. They verbally offered it to me two weeks ago, but I waited until I saw it in writing today before I considered it official. You have always had such confidence in me and always have been my rock. You have more faith in me than I ever had in myself. Because of you I had the courage and strength to try for this position, and like you knew would happen, I got it. Thank you baby for believing in me. I just wish you was here to celebrate with me, without you there is no celebration. I miss you so much sweetheart! I love you my beautiful muse eternal!
August 11, 2015
August 11, 2015
On this date two years ago you gave your life to Christ. You were baptized that morning and I was so proud of you! I know your living in Heaven with our Lord and Savior. I can't wait until I am there with you! I miss you! I love you my precious wife!
August 5, 2015
August 5, 2015
Sitting here thinking of you! I miss you so much. I can't wait until we are reunited.
July 27, 2015
July 27, 2015
Baby I got that poem from our picture tattooed on my ribs in remembrance of you. I miss you so much! I will always love you!
July 20, 2015
July 20, 2015
Hello beautiful. Tomorrow I gotta work with my boss and her boss. You know how I stress about these things. I could really use your reassuring words today. Your confidence in me is always what carried me through all of life's stressful situations. I miss you always knowing just what to say. I miss you so much! I love you!
July 5, 2015
July 5, 2015
Hello my love. Six years ago today we met. You were broke down after getting off from your second job and I had already refused the job because I was headed home and you were 30 miles out of my way. But I kept getting pulled to you, kept skipping my exits and taking ones that would lead me to you. Then once we got to talking you told me yesterday was your birthday. So instead of just jump starting your car I ended up towing it and telling the service center I was your boyfriend so you didn't get over charged. It was only nine miles and fifteen minutes from where I picked you up at. Instead I made it take twenty miles and over forty-five minutes. I knew that day I wanted a long term relationship with you. Apparently you did too, you gave me your number. It took me three weeks to call and I had to cancel our first four dates, but we finally went out. The rest is history. We both always said we felt like we had known each other and had been together forever. We were truly lucky we had a perfect relationship together. I wish we had more than just five and a half years from the day we met until the day you were called home. I am so thankful God blessed me with a perfect wife like you! For a moment in time I had everything! Even knowing how it all turned out I would do it all over again. You will always be my muse eternal. And just like you I will always believe God brought us together. I miss you my best friend. I love you my heavenly wife!

Hello my lovely wife. With your birthday on the fourth and the fifth being the six year anniversary of the day we met I forgot to mention the fifth was also the day we got engaged five years earlier. I'll never for get it. I remember asking you to go run some errands with me and then I would take us out to eat. You agreed so we got ready and left. What you didn't know was I had snuck in the bedroom and got your mom's wedding ring off your jewelry box. After we went a couple places I took us back to the store we met at and luckily was able to park in the spot in front of the one you was broke down in one year earlier. I asked you to go in with me and then I walked around to open your door. When I opened the door you turned to get out and that's when I did it. I pulled your mom's ring out of my pocket, got down on one knee, and placed the ring on your finger. Then I asked you would you please marry me. You instantly started crying and stayed silent for a few seconds (gotta admit that kinda scared me). But then you got this huge smile on your face and said yes! You instantly got out of the car and gave me a huge hug. You made me an extremely happy man that day! I will never forget the look on your face or the tears of joy in your eyes, it made my heart melt. I knew then I would always be putty in your hands. Thank you for saying yes and blessing me with the perfect marriage to a perfect wife! I miss you sweetie! I love you always!
July 4, 2015
July 4, 2015
Happy Birthday my beautiful, precious, perfect wife! I know your celebrating in Heaven today with you mom and dad and Jesus too. But I wish you was here with me so I could celebrate with you. I loved seeing the look on your face when you got your birthday gift or seeing how you would respond to the crazy way I would think of to give you your birthday money, Remember things like 100 one dollar bills or your money plant. You loved those so much and it was great seeing you laugh when you saw them. I miss your smile and your laugh tremendously, they always light up the room. Today I got you peach roses for both of your vases and added some white roses to them. The white are pure just like your love. Tara stopped by to see you and brought you some beautiful daisies. They were red, white, blue, purple, orange, and pink, you would have really liked them a lot. I also added a Happy Birthday balloons to each vase and hung a sign from the shepherds hooks. Plus I put a big red, white, and blue star down for you. Plus I let off red, white, and blue smoke bombs for you, as well as fired off a few mortars, I remembered how you liked them last year. I bought four balloons and attached a peach roses to them and let them carry it to you. I hope you got it. One balloon was blue because you are a UK fan, another one was a different blue because you used to tease me it was the only color I owned when we first met, there was also a peach balloon because you liked that color so much, and the last one was teal. The teal represented the cancer that you never let get the best of you, that you never let defeat you even at the very end. You always said "I have cancer, it doesn't have me", how true that was. It never had you. You were determined to beat it and you did! You are the bravest person I have ever met, and you fight unlike anyone else I have ever known. For lunch we had Mark's barbeque sandwiches and potato salad, also a Michelob Ultra. Then for desert we had key lime pie, I know how you liked it. I tried to get all of your favorites. I miss you so much and nothing is the same without you. There is no joy in life no more with you gone. I can't wait until we are reunited again. I love you more than you will ever know!
July 4, 2015
July 4, 2015
Happy Birthday
You are missed so very very much.
Love You
July 2, 2015
July 2, 2015
Baby, your birthday is in two days. It's going to be awful here without you. You are still so young, you should still be here among us. I cant wait until I get to celebrate with you again in person. I miss you my love. I will always love you my beautiful muse!
June 22, 2015
June 22, 2015
Yesterday was Fathers Day, and I wanted to say thank you. You taught me so much about being a better more understanding father than I was. You taught me how to be more patient when Tara turned 18. You also taught me to be more understanding and accepting of her choices in life. You changed so much about me and helped me to become a better man and father. These are things I never would have accomplished on my own. You gave me all the guidance, strength, love, and support I could ever need. You also gave me the opportunity to show my daughter how a loving man should treat his wife. You made that so very easy because you are the perfect wife! You deserve to be celebrated on Fathers Day just as much as any one else. So Happy Fathers Day my love! I love and miss you so much! See you soon.
June 19, 2015
June 19, 2015
I can't wait until we are together again. I need you! I love you!
June 16, 2015
June 16, 2015
Thinking of you always. Longing to hold you in my arms again. I miss you soo much. I love you!
June 11, 2015
June 11, 2015
Hello my love. Lesson went pretty well last night. I learned to play a couple of chords, now I get to practice them every night until the next practice. I hope one day to be as half as good as you are. I love you!
June 10, 2015
June 10, 2015
Guess what arrived beautiful. My EF-15 showed up and it's in good condition too. I now have the same one as you do. I have my first lesson tonight, hope I am able to learn to play it. I wish you was here teaching me to play, you played so beautifully. I wanted to learn on yours, but I was scared something might happen to it. If anything ever happened to it I would never forgive myself, so I will leave it in the closet where you left it. I look forward to the day we are reunited and can play together, just wish we would have had the chance here. I miss you baby! I love you my perfect muse!
June 7, 2015
June 7, 2015
Hello my love. Tara came to visit you today while I was visiting you. I wasn't expecting her but it was nice to see her there. She still misses you, we all do. I wish you was still here with us, I am so lost without you. I don't live anymore I just go through the paces of life. I miss you so much. I love you beautiful!
June 5, 2015
June 5, 2015
Hello my muse. I have a lead on an EF-15, will know more tonight. I hope it works out. I will let you know how it all turns out. Obviously I will have to take guitar lessons to learn how to play it, but I will be learning on the exact model you have. I'm scared to use yours, if anything ever happened to it I would never forgive myself! I'm paying double the book value, but it's worth it to be able to play the same thing you did. I love you my sweet angel! I miss you!
June 5, 2015
June 5, 2015
Hello my muse. I have a lead on an EF-15, will know more tonight. I hope it works out. I will let you know how it all turns out. Obviously I will have to take guitar lessons to learn how to play it, but I will be learning on the exact model you have. I'm scared to use yours, if anything ever happened to it I would never forgive myself! I'm paying double the book value, but it's worth it to be able to play the same thing you did. I love you my sweet angel! I miss you!
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015
If home is where the heart is then I have never been as far away as I am now!
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015
They say "Heaven is my home, I'm just passing through this place." I agree, and now that you've gone home I'm more homesick than I've ever been before! I miss you and can't wait unti we are reunited again! I love you my muse eternal!
May 24, 2015
May 24, 2015
Tucker Pierre got groomed today. He seems to be happy about it. Last night was a rough night for him. He picked up your scent on the Christmas stuff and then tried following it through the house. When he lost it he hid under our bed and cried for awhile. We both miss you so much. I love you my perfect soul mate.
May 15, 2015
May 15, 2015
I took Tucker to the vet yesterday to get his shots, now I have to get him to the groomers. I ran into a guy at the vets office that used to work at the groomers, he said that him and another person that worked there years ago were saddened to hear what happened to you. Neither one had worked there in years but they both remembered you. They talked about how sweet and nice you always are. They also both remembered how you always have a smile on your face. It never ceases to amaze how much you touched the lives of everyone who ever met you. I have talked to people that worked with briefly over ten years ago and still remember what sweet person you are. We have a lady who works for us that ran into you a few times out in the field and talked about how you would always take the time to listen to them and always gave great advice.mYou are truly loved by so many and missed by everyone! Cami sent me two pics yesterday she had from the year before we met, you have always been so beautiful! I miss your great smile! I love you always!
May 13, 2015
May 13, 2015
One of the tulips Tara gave you has started pointing up towards Heaven. I know how you love the smell of flowers, so I figured you just wanted to smell the sweet fragrance of this one too!
May 11, 2015
May 11, 2015
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MY LOVE! Yesterday was a another in a long line of tough days without you. I got you a couple balloons and a sign wishing you a Happy Mothers Day, Tara brought you some beautiful pink tulips and a sweet card. I want to thank you for being the greatest step-mom that ever existed! You welcomed Tara into you life with open arms and always made her feel welcome. That's a tough task with a fifteen year old girl, but you did it with ease. You two had a great relationship that just kept growing and became better everyday. You introduced her to pedicures, took her to lunch often, got her a job with you, took her shopping and you two even got matching pajamas. You gave her a friend and set a great example for her of how a Godly woman and a great wife lives life. You were always there to give her great advice and just to listen when that's what she needed. She went from being a daddy's little girl to a Susan's little girl! it made me so happy to see you two bond and develop such a close mother-daughter relationship. I could not have been prouder, nor could I have asked for a better role model for her than you! You showed her how to be strong no matter what adversities life throws your way. You taught her to hit the challenges head on and never give up, never doubt that you will overcome anything life throws your way.God truly blessed us both by sending you into our lives, He just took you home way too soon! We both miss and love you so much. You will always be her "girlie mom"! I love you my beautiful muse! Happy Mother's Day!
May 7, 2015
May 7, 2015
You are truly one of a kind! My love for you will outlast eternity!
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December 31, 2019
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We miss you very much.
LOVE YOU, Terri
July 4, 2019
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Happy Birthday my muse eternal! I miss you so much my beautiful wife! I wish we were celebrating your birthday together. I know we can't celebrate together today, but one day soon we will. It won't be soon enough. I pain never gets easier, and I still miss you more and more everyday. I long to be in your arms again. I can't wait until we are reunited. You will always be my soulmate. I miss and love you more than words can ever express. See you soon beautiful! I love you babysita!
December 31, 2018
December 31, 2018
You will always be missed. I will see you again some day. I just keep telling my self that you are with Jesus and that's a wonderful thing, and with your mom and dad.
Terri
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Everlasting Impressions

May 21, 2015

Susan made an everlasting impression on everyone she ever met. She was such a caring person that touched the heart of everyone she knew. If you ever had the oppurtunity to meat her then you would never forget her. She was full of loving, caring, compassion, and had such a huge heart. I still hear stories from people that new her for a short time years ago and were touched by her helping, loving heart.

I decided to share a few of these stories.


Several months before my wife went home i was assigned to task of retraining a lady at work. My wife and I were talking about it the night before i was to train this person and I mentioned her name to my wife. It just so happens that Susan had trained this lady about 10 years before that when this person worked at my wifes company. She remember that she was a very talkative person, which was going to make things interesting because i am not much of a talker at work, especially when i am training someone. Well the next day i met this lady and we got to talking about past jobs we had and she mentioned working for the company my wife works for. I told her I knew someone that worked there and told her my wifes name. This lady instantly got a smile on her face and told me she remembered my wife. She said she could never forget my wifes beautiful smile and how sweet and caring Susan was. She talked the rest of the day about how kind my wife was, and especially how sweet she was to her and was very sweet the whole week she trained her. They had only worked together for five days and ten years later she still remembered her smile and how big her heart was. That just made me smile inside and still does to this day.


About 6 weeks after my wife was called home I worked with another person at work that I had never met before. She expressed her condolences and told me that she had met my wife the first time almost 12 years before. She said they never worked together but that she had ran into my wife at several stores they both had. She told me one day she was going through a rough patch and my wife noticed and asked if everything was alright. She ended up telling Susan what was going on and she said Susan stood there for over an hour listening to everything she had to say and neveer tried to rush her. They went on to talk for awhile longer. She said even though she knew she had put Susan behind schedule that Susan listened patiently and then offered her some great advice. She then told me that my wife went on to work several hours over to get caught up and never took that sweet smile off her face. She said that Susan and her would run into each other off and on for the next several years and would talk everytime they did. She told me that no matter what else was going on that Susan was always there to just listen if need be or to offer up good advice everytime. This person told me they had never met someone with such a big heart and that made you instantly feel like she cared about you and what was going on in your life. She said Susan was truly a wonderful person and always shared her bright smile with everyone she ever met.


I hear stories from her friends all the time but I wont share them all right now. I know I was truly a blessed man to have met a lady as great as Susan. She was truly my blessing from above, I have no doubt she was heaven sent. I didnt deserve her, but God blessed me with her anyway. One day I will share the story of how we met and then everybody will understand why we both believed there was divine intervention in the way we met. I love you Susan with all that I am.          

Missing Glasses

April 14, 2015

My beautiful wife used to always keep two pair of glasses no matter what. She didn't have to wear them all the time so she would often misplace them. I remember one time she was going from one room to another and had her hands full so she stuck her glasses in her chair and was going to get them when she got back, well she forgot about them. She ended up sitting on them and twisting the arm on them pretty bad. No problem she thought, she would just go get the other pair off our bed. They wasn't there and we couldn't find them anywhere. Later when she was going to get the laundry out of the dryer she remembered her glasses had been sitting beside the laundry. Apparently our dryer gets really hot because it completely warped the frames of that pair of glasses. We both laughed until we cried. Both pair of glasses were only about a year old and she refused to replace them already. She wore the bent glasses for over a month before I convinced her to get new ones. I'll never forget how silly she looked with those bent framed glasses on, but also how beautiful she looked at the same time. I really miss all the great times we had, our time together was cut way too short. I love you my "muse". 

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