I no most will not even no me but no matter I say to my mom I miss you so much in my life i fill its to much at times to go on with out you here I do all I can to git by and I do all you have said win you wear hir I try my best to do right by you that way your not so much of a lie win it comes to me that is way im saying all I can to you now because I was stupid to think I was a good freand by living that day from are home you gave me my home right on wall nut lin. Ojai ca wall mom im still hir for you both i miss you so much because of my ways .  I  was seeing the roung way and a path of all bad things to come I no you are right and i was not a bad sun to you I was not a good freand to most in the group home i was a bad kid at the time much more thin most of the ones around me I by fear was 10× more with the bad ways and lost ways of life but you never gave up no madder wit I will all ways no all I have seeing and live with life you gave me and the ways of loving me was vary tru and you are my mom and I will say so much more but only win I can see you are in the time i need to see your face again mom i miss so much sorry for not being with you in the twisted times you did fill all alone mom im so so sorry i love u always ok im mad at my self for the freands that gave me all lies to keep me away at the  tome I wood have gone home but its over and your gone but in my life with me always ok mom r.i.p and be ok im ok mom thin iny one i have ever meet responsible now i see all you say was true ok i live  for nothing at times but I no I will be ok life . i love you still like you can't no because  your not hir with me but I see u ok you better no I love u mom  and i not a good way to be happy with out u but im trying ok be ok  for  us of will  and you left  me up ok r.i.p. to mom Roberta good miss u mom love Walter Lee Coleman Jr  Facebook.    Westonedubc@facebook .com.