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December 8, 2023
December 8, 2023
It's another year again I will never forget you happy birthday in heaven my friend I miss u and love u always
December 8, 2023
December 8, 2023
Happy Birthday Mom.
I can't believe it's your birthday already.
I will see you later this afternoon. I love you and we all miss you.
June 6, 2023
June 6, 2023
Hi Tammy it's been 2 years now that u have been gone I will never forget u my friend I miss u always
December 9, 2022
December 9, 2022
It’s ur birthday and I will always remember you at ur best I love and miss you more love your sister forever and always
December 8, 2022
December 8, 2022
Happy Heavenly Birthday my dear sweetest friend I miss you so much I still haven’t come to the conclusion that Your gone It still doesn’t seem Real But I know I’m my heart that we,ll See you again Someday…. I always find myself wanting to pick up the phone and Call your number But then reality sets in. Rest Easy Babygirl I love you Happy 52nd Birthday
December 8, 2022
December 8, 2022
Tammy happy birthday in heaven my friend I think about you daily I miss u alot.
June 6, 2022
June 6, 2022
Hi tam I still can't belive your not here it's already been a year I miss u very much. I miss our talks for hours it's not the same hug Jesus for me we will see each other again.i promise love u my friend.
June 6, 2022
June 6, 2022
It’s been a year missing you as much as if you just left us yesterday so much has happened good times and I’m always thinking of you every day love and miss you
June 6, 2022
June 6, 2022
Damn Tammy A freaking year All ready Where the heck did the time go too I miss you so much I really wish you Peace In Heaven Ik it’s not the same as you being here But it gives me a sense of peace knowing your with God I love you Forever Chick Fly high Baby girl Knowing your loved by So many down here I love you Miss you,, Miss our talks Etc etc Rest Easy Love xoxo
June 6, 2022
June 6, 2022
I can’t believe it’s a year from your passing.
It still doesn’t feel realistic. I’m still waiting to hear back from you.

I’ve taken care of dad and all the things you asked me to do. I stayed strong doing it and didn’t shed one tear. You wanted to me to get closer to the family because you said they’ll need me.

I finished school, you wouldn’t believe it but my name was on the top of the list in the booklet.

I’m doing fine I think…..You know me better to tell the world how I’m really feeling.

We truly love you and miss you
Love your Daughter,
Melissa
December 27, 2021
December 27, 2021
Hello dear friend, you have been in my thoughts heavy. I can still hear your voice on those days I'm looking for advice. I miss you more than you could ever know. I wish I could turn back the hands of time just to relive every moment we had & make even more memories. But I am blessed to have had the ones we did share. I wish the happiest of holidays to you in heaven, where Im sure you are surrounded by those you love & making new friends along the way. I miss you, my Tammy Whammy! :-) love you lots you foxy lady haha. XOXO girl eli :-P
December 25, 2021
December 25, 2021
Merry Christmas to u in heaven I sure do miss u its not the same without u as I sit here and be with my family I think about your family I know they miss u alot they r in my prayers u left us too
soon fly high my friend until we meet again I love u so much
December 8, 2021
December 8, 2021
Happy birthday my friend you are forever missed down here on earth I will never forget you enjoy your birthday with Jesus and the angels I know your celebrating . Fly high until we meet again I love you forever.
December 8, 2021
December 8, 2021
thinking about u happy heavenly birthday love you and rest in peace
December 8, 2021
December 8, 2021
It's such a Somber Day for all of Us who truly love you and Miss You.... It's your first BDay in Heaven with God Jesus and all his Angels I hope they all Know What a treasure they Have I can go on and on But just know that I'll continue to Keep you in my Heart and all the Memories We shared along the Way Continue to Fly high Baby Girl I love you Tammy sleep easy till we meet again ✝️❤️
July 23, 2021
July 23, 2021
It’s been hard these past couple of months without you. Seeing pictures of you and listening to Mariah Carey everyday still brings me to tears. I wish I could’ve been around more just to hear your laugh. I still miss you. But there’s been good since the time you’ve been gone; I learned how deep the love I had for you was, I got my dream job, and I’m becoming a better man. All because you. ima proud to call you my momma and I do it for you everyday. Don’t worry momma I’ll make you proud and I can’t wait to see you again. I love you forever and ever momma.
July 1, 2021
July 1, 2021
My dearest friend I miss u so much .my heart still breaks. I still can't believe u r not here. I reach for my phone just to call u it has been almost a month since u left and we r all still hurting . I want to wish u a happy fourth of July I know u will be partying in heaven . We had so many plans that we talked about especially on this day. I will see u again my friend I will always love and miss u. can u do me a favor and ask God to protect all of us and keep us safe. Love u baby girl until we meet again.
June 20, 2021
June 20, 2021
Tammy it's been 2 weeks since we said Our goodbyes But yet I still Find myself wanting to pick up the phone and call you ☹️I'm telling you Idk how I'm supposed to Go on knowing your not here I feel So alone even though I'm surrounded by family and ppl who I think of as friends. You were the Strongest Woman I've ever known my whole life Idk how you did it Bc I would've given up But Not you You always Got through it no matter what life gave you ❤️ I'll love you forever See ya On the Other Side xoxo
June 14, 2021
June 14, 2021
Mom, I've been trying to put the words together to say how I feel but I'm still so hurt to think I really had to let you go..
Thinking about all the time I got to spend with you and wishing I could have even more. Missing us singing in the kitchen to every single Usher song when I made dinner. Everytime you seemed to be getting better and you went back to your home again, I was happy but also sad because I just liked you being here with me. I keep thinking about when you couldn't walk anymore and I brought you and Matthew into my bed super early in the morning when Ely left for work and you said "I love this, I feel so close" and now everytime I lay in bed I think of you saying that because I'm wrapped in your robe just trying to hold on to you.. I'm trying to be strong because I know that's what you wanted but I don't know how you were that strong, strongest woman I know without a doubt.. last night we put up Matthews trampoline, the one you got him for his birthday, really wish you could've seen his face when it was done, he was so happy and jumped until it got dark.. I'm so grateful I got every moment I did with you but I really really want to keep making more with you...I feel like I just started getting my life together to be able to give back to you and vacation, relax...We were so excited about going to Virgina Beach in August and it doesn't feel right you won't be going with us. I know I'll find a way to get some peace from this but I wish there was a way I could scream loud enough to bring you back here. Love you forever mom..xoxo
June 10, 2021
June 10, 2021
Tammy , I just want to tell you, message received.... while at Sawyer Park, I stood afar and watched all these amazing people come together because of you. Because of your love & friendship. And just as I was taking it all in, a beautiful butterfly flew around (almost smacking Ely lol) but it made its way around everyone. I know in my heart it was you ❤️ Thank you for letting me know you’re ok. And that you’re still here ALWAYS AND FOREVER !! I love you ❤️❤️
June 10, 2021
June 10, 2021
Even with all the flowers and ppl who were there to say there goodbyes All the beautiful pictures to reflect on your life All seemed like a dream Like a nightmare that were all gonna wake up and everything is gonna be okay But Reality sets in And we're Still here but your not ☹️ They say Time heals all wounds but this one Is gonna be yet the hardest to get Over I'll love you forever Fly high Baby girl xoxo
June 10, 2021
June 10, 2021
My dearest Tammy today I am going to be around your grave this hurts so bad my heart is breaking I can't believe your not here. I won't say goodbye because I know I will see you again. I will always love and miss you everyday.keep smiling baby girl because now your with Jesus. You will always be remembered you had so much love to give your spirit will always be with me fly high rest in paradise and watch over all of us.
June 8, 2021
June 8, 2021
I grew up with Tammy so I had the sister first.Watched her become a parent a friend and sister.We enjoyed good times sad times and plenty of love to go around.You are my sister friend and I will miss you a lot but now you’re on the next journey of your life .
June 8, 2021
June 8, 2021
I have rewritten my words a million times. So many things come rushing to my head & I don’t know how to filter through it all. The idea that I cannot speak these things to you directly still seems so unreal to me... but I’ll start with the one thing I didn’t have the chance to say. Thank you. Thank you for being the most caring , selfless , loving person I’ve ever met. Thank you for being understanding. Thank you for allowing me to be a part of your world. Thank you for allowing me to make bonds with your children & making me feel like I was a Calkins myself. Thank you for all the laughter over coffee. Thank you for all the advice in a friendly/motherly way. Thank you for the invites over when I felt extremely lonely, just to watch a movie that you fall asleep to 5 seconds in lol. Thank you for the random catch ups at my old job. Thank you for the random texts that kept us in touch always. Thank you for everything else in between. But most of all, thank you for being there for me through one of the hardest decisions of my life. It’s truly rare to come across someone who can read and feel your sorrow without you having to speak. Someone who comes to your aid without even being asked. You sat by me while my entire world was altering. And even after, you continued to keep me above water. I didn’t have to say anything to you Tammy, you just saw my hand & held on so tight so I wouldn’t drown. And I never got the chance to tell you , thank you. You honestly and truly kept me from my own darkness. So thank you for being an amazing friend; I truly hope you know how grateful I am and ALWAYS will be for that. You will always be in my heart and embedded in my memories forever. Thank you Tammy . Thank you for being you ❤️ I miss you....
June 8, 2021
June 8, 2021
I can’t believe that your gone Tammy! Growing up your family always made me feel like i had a real home, always with you guys, always staying the night. No matter what I’ve always felt the love and I’ll forever be grateful. Thank you for giving me those memories to carry on for the rest of my life. Love you Tammy.
June 8, 2021
June 8, 2021
I cannot believe that you are gone, it feels like just yesterday that me and Elijah were fighting on who got to sit on your lap in the dining room. I will always remember the small talks that you had with me, you cared so much about me and treated me like your own. I have so many regrets and things I wish I could change but I can't dwell on those. You will never be forgotten, the impact you had on everyone's lives, you always had so much love to give to everyone. You will be forever missed and I love you.
June 8, 2021
June 8, 2021
I still can't believe your gone this is so heartbreaking you were and still are a beautiful and amazing woman and a great friend I will truly miss you I LOVE YOU TAMMY.
June 8, 2021
June 8, 2021
To a wonderful friend I still can't believe your gone. I want to thank u for being my friend all of these years. I will cherish the love laughter and stories. I will carry the last words that u spoke to me in the hosiptal forever in my heart. I will miss u forever. You were an amazing women mother and friend to everyone you touch. Including me.fly high baby girl until we meet again. I love so much.
June 8, 2021
June 8, 2021
Tammy you are gone but will never be forgotten ❤️     You were always beautiful inside and out and always had a love for people and that will never be forgotten and you meant alot to me for the love you showed to my daughter Beckie and she will always have you in her heart and my son Noah for being his protector and he loved you so much for that but most of all we love you like I told you and your memories will be with us forever in our hearts so fly high and we will see you again ❤️❤️❤️
June 8, 2021
June 8, 2021
Tammy ill cherish the years and time we spent together as family, I wish it could have been more time. The Alvarado house will carry you in our hearts for ever. Give God my regards and I can't wait to see your smile when we join you up there. Love you always.
June 8, 2021
June 8, 2021
Tammy u will be forever miss l will miss the laughter all the good memories about you fly high until we meet again love you you was an great person great mother and your love was out standing. Your kids are awesome and I love all of them.
June 8, 2021
June 8, 2021
To a lovin mother friend an sister as it was you will always be in my heart an we will for ever love u this is hard for me but you were thier for every one an u watch my kids grown from babys to now my heart breaks everytime i think of u an the help u gave me an my kids you were like a mother an a sister to i will always love u xoxoxo ❤❤❤
June 8, 2021
June 8, 2021
I will cherish the many hours at work, the laughter, the tears. The talks we had about things going on in our lives. You were always the one with the smile every single day, even the hard days. Forever in my heart.❤❤
June 8, 2021
June 8, 2021
Tammy you gave time with your kids as i didn't have any of my own.  You were a friend and a sister. We could go years without yalking and pick up where we left off. You will be missed, I'm so happy you are whole again with no more pain.
June 8, 2021
June 8, 2021
Grief is the last act of love we can give to those we loved.
Where there is deep grief, there was deep love.❤️
June 7, 2021
June 7, 2021
Tammy my Dear friend I've known you For a long time Maybe 25, 30 yrs Seems like a lifetime Lol Lots of Good memories that I'll always Cherish for many years to come.... You were my strength when I lost my husband and I'll forever love you for being there for me... I'm gonna miss all of our 2-3 hour phone calls If Heaven Had a Stairway I'd Walk right up and Hug you so tight. My Heart is so broken I love you and the kids So much Rest Easy Baby Girl I'll love you Till we Meet again xoxo ❤️
June 7, 2021
June 7, 2021
My dear friend, I met you 22 yrs ago in a God centered convention, which was one of the most fortunate days of my life.
I had always admired your strength, the love for your family and your ability to draw friends close. You were the real deal as friends go in this world and a piece of my heart is now missing.
But I will always remember our laughter, our children growing up and the kindness you abundantly shared. You are loved and you mattered Tammy
I'm honored to have called you my friend.
June 7, 2021
June 7, 2021
My mommy, I don’t know how I will get through without you, but I will. You were taken from us far too soon! You will be forever missed by so many! You touched the lives of everyone that you met, whether it be your closest friends or the woman in the grocery store check-out counter. You will forever be my best friend and first love! Until I see you again, fly high momma!
June 7, 2021
June 7, 2021
Tammy, I love you, sooo very much... you always gave me such real and sound advice... I live by it everyday, you raise BEAUTIFUL children and always understood how life goes and you always had such great life experience. You welcomed me in with open arms and treated me as your own, I love you I love you I LOVE YOU! I will miss you IMMENSELY ❤❤
June 7, 2021
June 7, 2021
While not biological, Tammy will always be remembered as my mother. She was such a charismatic, compassionate, and driven soul. The world has lost a great person, while heaven has gained a great angel. Tammy will forever be missed. I love you mom

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