It looks like your mother who made this beautiful page for you joined you in the afterlife today. Even though I feel pain for her passing I still reminds me of how much I miss you. She always told me how much she loved me like a daughter and I always loved you like a sister. We even didn't get along all the time like sisters do. ❤️ I wish could hug you right now.
I hope there's a big reunion somewhere right now with your mom, step dad and your siblings that past and you.

Happy Birthday in heaven Tara...I hope you are celebrating with your sister...and watching over your children,grandchildren,mom,brother,and neices...and all the ones you love...You are not forgotten....ever...❤

There was a really bad thunderstorm
2 nights ago. One of Kira best friends, the one that lived up the road from us, passed away that night in her sleep due to a seizure. I think of you every day but today at the viewing I thought of you even more.
I know it wasn't your wish but I wish you would have had some sort of services to help the ones left behind with closure. Losing your best friend is not something I wanted to have in common with my daughter. You know how we were making it in a tradition to take our families to haunted trails every year? We did that with Kira's best friend Miranda too until she wasn't allowed around strobe lights anymore, due to her seizures. Miss you and wish then I could hear you replies. It seems I'm talking to myself alot lately.

HI BABY GIRL. I GUESS YOU SEE FROM HEAVEN I AM GIVING UP MY HOUSE. IT WAS REALLY HARD YESTERDAY. I FEEL LIKE I AM BREAKING INTO ITTY BITTY PIECES. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH I JUST CAN'T WRITE ANYMORE HURTS MY GIRL HURTS SO MUCH LOVE MOM

Thinking of you today, May God always keep you in his loving arms

HI MY BABY GIRL I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. I REMEMBER WHEN WE WENT TO SEE THE CONJURING AND ATE AT THE TEXAS ROADHOUSE WE HAD A GREAT MOM & DAUGHTER DAY A PRESENT FOR BOTH OUR BIRTHDAYS THAT WE MISSED OVER THE YEARS. I HAVE THE BOOK YOU LEFT ME I WILL ALWAYS BE SO THANKFUL I HAVE THAT YOU WROTE SO MANY LITTLE THINGS ALL OF THEM TRUE, YOU WANTED TO TAKE YOUR BABY DIAPER PIN. I DIDN'T WANT TO GIVE IT TO YOU WHEN YOU WHERE GONE FROM ME WHEN I LOST THOSE YEARS THAT WERE STOLEN FROM BOTH YOU AND I . I HELD ON TO THAT YELLOW DUCK PIN. IT MEANT SO MUCH TO HAVE IT. I WAS AFRAID I WOULD NEVER SEE IT AGAIN . I GUESS IT SOUNDS STUPID BUT TO ME IT WAS A SENTIMENTAL THING TO ME . I WOULD HOLD THAT DIAPER PIN IN MY HANDS ROLLS IT THRU MY FINGERS AND I WOULD CRY.THINKING WERE YOU MISSING ME AS MUCH AS I MISSED YOU. WE SHOULD HAVE NEVER BEEN APART. I WILL NOT MARE THIS MEMORIAL WITH HIS NAME. I KNOW YOU LOVED ME AND I LOVED YOU. I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN . I WISH I COULD HAVE SHOWED YOU HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU. MY BIGGEST FEAR CAME TRUE. HUNNY BUNNY YOU WERE SO LOVED . I WISH YOU COULD SEE ME AND KNOW HOW MUCH I FEEL LIKE I AM DYING INSIDE I MISS YOU.I HAD TO CLOSE MY HEART TO KELLY WHAT THEY DID TO HER WAS CRUEL. I KNOW YOU ARE WITH HER AND YOU WERE THE BEST SISTER GOD COULD HAVE GIVEN HER. YOU WERE SO BEAUTIFUL TO RYAN I KNOW SOMEWHERE HE REMEMBERS YOU. I CAN FEEL YOU SOMETIMES. THANK YOU SWEETHEART FOR MY MOM CAKE FOR TELLING ME WHEN I WAS SO SICK IN NY HOW I WAS STRONG AND A FIGHTER I WAS BABY I AM STILL FIGHTING THE LOSS OF DAD WAS BAD BUT KELLY THEN YOU TOO MUCH TO BEAR WAY TO MUCH..I WORRY ABOUT NOAH AND SARA AT LEAST SHE HAS HER BABY GIRL. I KNOW YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER LEFT THEM. OH GOD THE AGONY OF ME YOU MOM WISHING I DID THINGS DIFFERENT MADE YOU ENTER A REHAB ANYTHING YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU I ALWAYS WILL FOR ETERNITY AND KELLY SHE KNOWS I LOVED HER SHE SUFFERED BUT YOU PUSHED THAT WHEELCHAIR . YOU WERE HER LEGS A BEAUTIFUL HUMAN BEING. YOU FED YOUR GRANDFATHER HOMELESS HE WAS YOU GAVE HIM FOOD HE GAVE YOU THAT TYPEWRITER IT WAS OLD BUTHE TOOK IT FROM THE GARBAGE FOR IT WAS ALL HE HAD TO GIVE YOU. YOU FELT LIKE HE GAVE YOU THE WORLD YOU HAD A BIG HEART. MANY PEOPLE TRAMPLED ON YOUR HEART. THEY HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT. THAT SAYING FATHER FORGIVE THEM FOR THEY KNOW NOT WHAT THEY DO.I AM SORRY I LOVE JESUS I CAN'T FORGIVE THEM MAYBE IN TIME I CAN BUT NOT WITH YOU GONE. I LOVE YOU MY BABY GIRL FOREVER I MISS YOU MORE THEN U CAN IMAGINE. GOODNIGHT MY SWEET BEAUTIFUL TARA MOMMY LOVEYOU REST SWEETHEART NO MORE PAIN, HONEY NO MORE LOVE YOUR MOTHER FOREVER IN MY HEART!! MOMMY .

I wrote on here 5 times and keep deleting. It is so hard to talk about Tara in past tense. I still talk to her like she is here, standing behind me. Which is funny, because we weren't on talking terms when she past. She will alway have been one of the most important people in my life. She will be in my heart forever. Hopefully, someday, my heart stops breaking.

❤ I miss you, Tara. My sister, my best friend. I hope you know how much I love you. And I want to remind you that you promised to haunt me forever. Because it is so hard to be in a world that no longer has you in it. ❤

Thank you for putting this page together April.

❤Erin

HI BABY GIRL I AM SO LOST WITHOUT YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR GIVING ME THE BOOK WITH ALL THE LOVING THINGS YOU WROTE TO ME. I WILL NEVER FORGET ONE THING ABOUT YOU.YES YOU WERE MISUNDERSTOOD BUT YOUR HEART WAS SWEET. FROM YOUR CHILDREN TO RYAN AND DOMINIC YOU LOVED THEM SO I WISH I COULD HAVE DONE MORE TO MAKE YOU SEE THE BEAUTIFUL PERSON YOU WERE. I KEEP THINKING THIS IS SO WRONG. WHAT I FEARED HAPPENED MY BABY GONE  . I LOVE YOU ALWAYS LOVE YOU MOMMY STAY CLOSE WITH YOUR SISTER I KNOW YOU TWO ARE TOGETHER WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN DAD IS WITH YOU TOO YOU SAID YOU SAW HIM I BELIEVE YOU DID. YOUR WERE HIS DAUGHTER HE WAS YOUR DADDY .YOU LOVED FLOWERS AND MAKING LITTLE GARDENS IM SURE YOU HAVE A BEAUTIFUL GARDEN. REMEMBER I WILL ALWAYS BE CLOSE TO YOU ALWAYS HONEY BUNNY OXOXO

Tara was a beautiful, fun, loving woman. I've considered her my big sister for many years. Granted there were some rough patches but I love her dearly and still to this day cannot believe she is no longer here. She will be missed.

My Deepest Condolences, No words can comfort you,only believing that God has wrapped his arms around his sweet child where she has no pain and her spirit is free,reunited again with her sister Kelly,and her dad Gerard...may you find some comfort knowing she is home with them....hugs (((❤))) she is an Angel in heaven. ..