THe midwife told me off because I told them I was in labour, they sed to shut up I can't b as I was only 26 weeks and 5 days pregnant with u. Then 17mins later u my darling were born. They gave u lots of adrenaline but they still couldn't get u to live xxxx they told me 15 mins later that u were dead. I screamed the hospital down I even got told off for that. The worst part was wen I got moved to the maternity ward they took me past every single lady that had her baby, I was put in a room were the plastic cot was still in, I was then asked were is ur baby? This is wot hurt me the most. They didn't know I was the one that lost my baby. After I told them they took the cot out of the room then just left me alone in the room. All I could hear were all the babies crying and all I wanted was to hold my baby and feed u even change ur dirty nappy, all these things I never got to do with u. I still miss u so much my darling xxxxxxxxx