Happy Birthday Honey !! We have decided not to do balloons due to the negative effect on nature's creatures :} So will do the tree of sharing in your name & light candles on Relay For Life.... We love and miss you as always <3 You live in our hearts now safe & warm !! Its starting to get chilly as fall does , Glad we are out of the extreme heat ... I hope you like your Strawberry cake I found , your favorite , made my heart smile !!! Love you, Mom

Terry ,Your Birthday is a day I treasure
though you’re no longer here ..
It reminds me of such happy times
that in heart, I hold so dear.
Even though I feel so sad
that you have gone away ..
I wouldn’t change anything
or trade one single day.
So thank you for the memories
that are with me forever ..
I’ll treasure those always
’till we are back together                                       
We love and miss you beyond measure honey..
Balloons coming later ❤ ❤ ❤

Please hold on to all my love
The memories that I left for you
The times we shared a laugh and smile
Those times will surely see you through
And please let go of pain and heartache
Let go of all that holds you down
I want to lift you up with my love
For I don’t want to see you frown
Life here in Heaven is just perfect
So please don’t worry about me
I’m filled with pure sweet love from God
It’s Beautiful here, some day you’ll see
The legacy I left behind
Has surely changed your world I know
Your tears for me, they come from love
And through those tears, your soul does grow
You see I left for you a gift
When I passed, then you did receive
I blessed you with amazing strength
That you would find as you would grieve
Please know I’m proud of all you do
I watch you with a loving smile
We sure are blessed for time we had
If only for a little while
Oh, don’t you worry, I’ll be here
And surely more time we will share
Yes here in Heaven we’re Eternal
I will watch over you with care
Someday your life there will be through
And I’ll be standing at your side
So for now hold on to my love
As you enjoy your life’s sweet ride 
We love and miss you beyond measure Terry !! Hope heaven all we pray it is !!

Terry, Its hard to believe its been 10 years today honey !! We love and miss you as much today as day one !!! We are so blessed to have so many wonderful memories to soften this time .knowing you are with us in a different way now ❤ ❤ ❤ Sending balloons later !!! ❤ ❤ ❤

Hey Honey,
It was a quiet Christmas here, it was very nice , dad spoiled me ..lol I do miss our Christmas's together !! Now that grandma is there with you, the whole dynamic is changed , Buck & Family are starting their own traditions & its hard to travel with 3 boys , & then the pandemic ..Tina is divorced & Dave passed , she is finding herself after her cancer journey ..Danny & family are there so she has some family close ...Things are just so different , but coming to except them ..We could travel to them but Dad can't travel so I won't leave him on the holiday, i usually go to Bucks this coming week but not with the virus, so maybe I can motivate myself to downsize a lot of stuff !! Wish me luck..lol I love and miss you so much !! Love you, Mom

Hey Honey
This has been a crazy year down here , having to wear masks ,not being able to visit family and worrying about this virus!! I know you and God have been looking out for us all & keeping us safe.. We love and miss you every day !! I pray God can turn this world around & bring some kind of peace with all the violence going on ... I wonder what your take on this would be honey , I talk to you daily always praying for a response, knowing that you probably give me more signs then I see. Love you so very much , Mom

Here they come Terry !! Tucked one in for Jess as well !! We love and miss you beyond words to express how much !! Such a blessing in our family !! In our hearts and memories forever & a day !! ♥♥ ♥

Sweet child – since you left my arms, I haven’t stopped searching for you. A part of me knows I will spend the rest of my life searching for you. Living for you. Breathing for you. Even though I know I will never find your physical presence here.
I will still search high and low for the moments that bring me closer to you. For the sweet reminders of your love and your life. For the things that make this life still worth living for. I hold onto the hope that I’ll find you. Even if it’s just a glimpse of you.
I will search for pieces of your sweet spirit here on earth. From now until the end of time – I will look for you.
Until we are reunited.
Until we are fused back together.
Until I can wrap my arms around you and know that I will never have to let you go.
Until I know I will never have to say goodbye to you – ever again.
I will search for you beyond the pain. Beyond the heartache. Beyond the endless amount of tears.
I will search for you long after I stop hearing your name. Long after the world has continued to spin and those around me have carried on. As days turn into weeks and weeks turn into years.
I will search for you in the beauty that has been left behind in this relentless world.
I will search for you in the moments of joy and laughter.
I will search for you in the rising and setting of the sun.
In the blooming of flowers.
In the falling of rain.
I will search for you in the sky above. In the flight of birds and swaying of trees. In the color of rainbows and in the crisp breeze.
I will search for you in the dead of winter and the rebirth of summer.
I will search for you in wonder.
I will search for you in the shining stars that fill the midnight sky.
I will search for you in the moments where you should be.
Moments where I wished you still were.
I search for you, your light, and your everlasting spirit. I search for signs of your love. I search because I know you aren’t entirely gone. Because you left pieces of yourself here – for me. Most of them tucked deep within my heart.
But these moments are filled with pieces of you. Pieces I thought I had lost forever.
Still, I search for you. Because I never wanted to lose you. And I will find you. Somewhere. Somehow. I will find you in these moments. And these moments will carry me from one day to the next. They will keep me going. And they will sustain my soul until the day I see you again.
My search for you is boundless. It is infinite.
These moments remind me of the littlest one who is missing from my life. They remind me of you. They remind me of how lucky I am to have known you. To have held you close and breathed you in.
They remind me that you are still with me. Always. And they also remind me that you left me – far too soon. But you haven’t forgotten me. Nor have I forgotten you. And we are eternally bound by the purest of loves.
So endlessly – I search for you ❤️

Terry , Its six years today honey, that you've been in your heavenly home !! You are loved & missed as much today as the day you had to leave !! <3 <3 <3
Love, Mom

Happy 45th Birthday honey !!! I haven't been very good about keeping this up , but my thoughts of you are a daily happening !! I miss your big warm hugs , quick wit , beautiful smile & twinkling blue eyes !!! I talk to you every day i hope you can hear me !! <3 <3 <3 love you so very much honey, mom

Happy Birthday Terry !!! We love & miss you beyond words !! Love , Mom