I miss you being here, having you grasp my finger and look up at me with your beautiful big blue eyes just waiting for me to talk about the fun your big brother got up to

Love you little one

I don't think I ever really knew pain until the day you had to leave and since then I try to get on with our new normal and as you know I've been more broken than I ever thought possible but then I think of how much you fought to get to meet me, Daddy and your big brother and I know I have to fight now, Daddy looks after me and helps me remember the great times we had with you, it comforts me when I'm low. I read something a few days ago which was, suppose I had a choice. Option 1 I never have to have these painful feelings ever again but it means I could never love or care about anyone or anything. Option 2 I get to love and care about all sorts of people and things but when I lose what I care about, I will feel intense pain. Which option would I choose? Option 1 everytime without a doubt! We miss you more each day our warrior princess Thea! Love always and forever Mummy, Daddy and Cordell

You're the most perfect little girl. I wish I could've met you more than once, but nonetheless, you're still my little niece and I'll always hold you in my heart. I love you, you perfect little princess