I don't think I ever really knew pain until the day you had to leave and since then I try to get on with our new normal and as you know I've been more broken than I ever thought possible but then I think of how much you fought to get to meet me, Daddy and your big brother and I know I have to fight now, Daddy looks after me and helps me remember the great times we had with you, it comforts me when I'm low. I read something a few days ago which was, suppose I had a choice. Option 1 I never have to have these painful feelings ever again but it means I could never love or care about anyone or anything. Option 2 I get to love and care about all sorts of people and things but when I lose what I care about, I will feel intense pain. Which option would I choose? Option 1 everytime without a doubt! We miss you more each day our warrior princess Thea! Love always and forever Mummy, Daddy and Cordell