... anyone that knew You loved You and will love You Forever !!!! Rest in Peace beautiful Soul !!!!❤️
“ I can't seem to comprehend the feelings I am having and I don't know how to handle this right now. But there are a few things I do need to share with everyone who knew Theo, and if you do, you'll know exactly what I am talking about.
Never in my life have I met such a unique person, who could fit into any situation and handle it with such precise care. Such a gentle-hearted man. Your needs were of the utmost importance to him. He just wanted to make everyone happy, or at least content. No matter what I was feeling, Theo called me out on my shit and proceeded to put a smile on my face. We mutually felt we could get through any situation together, good or bad, each time with the intentions of "riding it til the wheels fall off!" The day he got settled in with me, we were face first in the first 164 pages. Trying. His genuine love for people in general and ability to change their day was something I can only aspire to achieve in my lifetime. The last few weeks we had a reoccurring conversation. Between wanting to jump out of our skin and wanting to jump into the program, there was always one short exchange of reassurance. "We are not meant to live like this. We are meant for bigger things. For better things. We belong on the beach wearing white linens, with 10 supermodels around us. Helping the guy who decided today he doesn't want to live like that anymore."
In my heart I know Theo is on the beach right now. Smiling and loving life. Looking down on all of us, smiling that we are all living our lives as one big family. Helping each other, inspiring each other.
No matter where you are in your recovery, I want you to know I am here to talk. And I know you are all there for me, and that makes me eternally grateful. Always talk to someone. No matter what you are going through. Addict or not.
Theo my brother, I love you forever. You are with me in my heart right now and forever. When I told you my love for you was forever, I hope you know I meant that. I'll see you in South Beach at my next party, you already know you're VIP.“
By Justin Martin , 18 May 2015