I will never forget our first date.  I remember I changed my outfit 10 times before you arrived at my house.  When I walked out of my bedroom to greet you your smile and your eyes lite up the room.  I remember exactly what you were wearing, your first words to me.  I remember Everything the good and the bad. I treasure every email, text message, note, photo, cards and I kept every single thing. From the first emails from before we met until the last text message before you passed away. You use to tell me I was silly to save everything. When I'm really sad and lonely for you I spend days and days re-reading and looking at everything.  I play the songs you sent me and listen to the voice messages from you.  

  Ted I will always love you. 

Lexi