Therez I miss you so much. You should be here not gone from all of us. I hate it and selfishly I need you here I need you more than ever,I wish i could find the way to accept you are really gone but I can't, it's so hard to not be able to talk to you ever again or see your beautiful face and hear you tell me how dumb the choices are I have made and help me to make better ones. When I feel I can't take anymore and just want to give up all together your not hear to get mad at me and tell me I am stupid and how angry that would make you because you need me here with you, SO WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME THEREZ?!!! I don't have anyone to share my sadness with about you your family doesn't like me I dont even know where you are . I hope with all I can that I will see you again Therez. I love you forever HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FRIEND.