homas you were a truly lovely baby ,child,teenager,we often think and talk of diffrent things you done in your oh so short life and what you left behind.i remember giving you a bath,while washing your hair there was a blob of jet blackhair,i thought you and robert had been mucking about with a black marker,but it was just your hair.your lovely blue eyes,that cheeky smile but you had a strong character,you are a strong person.the family miss you,as i do,your brothers are now men like you would have been,married ect that i will never ever have the pleasure of knowing.still at least i know you are safe and cannot be hurt.i miss you darling,tears are running down my cheeks as i write this(you know that)i need your hug or your words of comfort,you always used to say"please mum,dont cry ,it will be ok"thats what i need to hear.love you  from your mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

the day before you were born i was at my sisters wedding,your dad an i were at the reception auntie edna was sloshed on gin ha ha she said to me"when you borned that baby you will love it forever "she was so right.well we got home that night,my cousin gary was staying an his girlfriend,well you started to arrive,he drove us up to the hospital i had connfetti in my hair ,clothes,your were born at 12.35 p.m sunday lunch time ,what a joy just to hold you and welcome you ,that lovely dark hair,you were such a good baby,but i have told you this so many times,bet your "mum,you got that one brain cell working ha ha"things you would say as you got older were so funny.