Thomas, not a day goes by that I don't think about you and how much I loved you and how much I miss you. I cannot believe it's been 17 years. I know, without a shadow of a doubt, you are watching everyone. I lost my Cousin Steven 3 years ago, an elementary school sweetheart 16 years ago, so you are all probably hanging out. Everyday is so hard but I know you want me to go on. I am sorry I have not left something every year, but life has been very crazy, weird and good, with a bit of bad! I know I will see you someday. I love you, always!