You once told me ( Nothing bad really ever happens to our family!)  At the time there was a sense of peace… I really really believed you. 
There was something so magical in the way that you were ..  was it because I was your daughter?  No ,I don’t think so… You had a magnitude ~ A way that sort of rose above all this worlds anguish &  sorrows.
Since you passed… A horrific thing happened… The hardest and saddest most painful thing ..my grandson Hunter was hit by a truck.
He’s getting well now little by little and he has such a Beautiful Smile .. Reminding me of you in someways.
I think I get it dad .. This horrible thing that happened made this beautiful little boy who smiles all the time so very unique , so actually the bad isn’t happening anymore . 
Oh how  I miss your way ~ Your wisdom.
I love you dad.