Nobody never guaranteed life is fair.
It is for the living.  
I can guarantee that.

Tom.  I'm still so pissed off at you I simply cannot yet bear thinking of any of it for I cannot bear the grief bot after all the effort, time and sacrifice(s) it took to get here.

This is the first time I have ever tried to remember any of it.
Remembering a time from grabbing a puppy on way back ri Birmingham, home from Smith Lake to cover missing Lisa's Birthday for long term commitment for view of Lakehouse Property -to- GRAND PLAN -to- whenever the last time I talked to you in real life was.  (The end of the story sucks.)