<p>I was a lost soul and he took me aside and told mr it would be ok. I knew he was rightbut at that time i was hurting so bad.he would always tell me it would get better,close to three years i was always bye ur side now i look back u were a blessing to me. Even through u were struggling u always took the time for me no matter what i love u. At night for the last little bit i go outside and i talk to u. When i do that i feel ur arms around me i did not just lose a brother i lost a best friend i am going to try this year to be clean. Now i look back u were my rock and now i feel like i am alone why? I know u want me to get better and i know i told u i would but i cant i love u so much anf know that i am missing u?:'( </p>