HAPPY 42 ND BIRTHDAY MY LOVE WISH YOU WER HERE TO CELEBRATE IT WITH YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS BUT I KNOW U ARE IN SPIRIT WITH US ALWAYS ITS HARD TO BELIEVE YOU HAVE BEEN GONE FROM US 2 YEARS NOW SUGAR BEAR MR FUZZY FACE I PRAY THAT ON THIS 42 BIRTHDAY YOU SPENT YOUR TIME SINGING AND DANCING IN HEAVEN AN SURROUNDED IN LOVE WITH ALL OF OUR RELATIVES AND FRIENDSTHAT HAVE GONE BEFORE US AND SURELY MET YOU WITH OPEN ARMS AT HEAVENS GATE THE DAY OF YOUR BIRTHDAY HERE IN NORTH DAKOTA THE HEAVENS WERE SHINING ABOVE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL DAY TO CELEBRATE THE SKY LOOKED as IF THERE WERE A SPOTLIGHT AND A CHIOR OF ANGELS SURROUNDING THE SPOT LIGHT WICH I BELIEVE WAS YOU I PRAY EVERY DAY TO HEAR YOUR VOICE YOUR SWEET LITTLE GIGGLE AND I DREAM OF YOU OFTEN I ALSO PRAY THAT OUR SON CAN HEAR YOUR GUIDENCE AND GROW TO BECOME A HAPPY AND HANDSOME MAN AS YOU DID  HARD TO BELIEVE HE IS 15 SOON HE WILL BE 16 IN JANUARY I WISH AND HOPE AND PRAY EVERY DAY THAT ONE DAY HE AND I WILL REUNITE AS U AND I HAD PLANS TO DO WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT I KNOW THE LORD WILL ALLOW THIS AND ALSO I KNOW THAT IT WILL BE A GREAT JOY I PRAY THAT U ARE KEEPING MY BABY ANGELS BESIDE YOU AND MY BABY NIECE AND NEPHEW ALSO AND THAT THEY MAY HAVE THE JOYS OF HEARING YOU SING THEM SWEET LULLABYES AS U HAD DONE FOR ME AND TYLER WHEN HE WAS A WEE LITTLE BABE AS U CALLED HIM I SOO MISS U SINGING TO ME I LVED THE WAQY U SANG AMANDA /SHE BELIEVES IN ME /LADY /GRUNDY COUNTY AUCTION /GOD BLESS THE USA/AND U HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS FAR BEFORE ALSO OUR SPECIAL SONGS TOO I MISS U MR FUZZY AND MY SWEET DREAM MAKER YOUR EX WIFE LIL ANGEL