Happy birthday in heaven Tommy. I love and miss you out so much

dearest sweet Tommy, youre not hurting anymore, the dizziness that bothered you so much is gone,i cry so much for you, but i should be happy for you. i should be happy that all your troubles are gone, i am, but in the same sense it hurts me badly that in order for you to get peace; i have to suffer. in my thoughts id suffer a million times for you to have peace. i hate it that youre not with me, i talk to you everyday, and every night i hug your pillow and tell you good night

My dear sweet husband, I've loved you for 20 years, we were married for almost sixteen years. I'll love you forever, you've always had my heart, now you are deep inside it