God only knows how much I miss you, Everyday there’s a pain that I slowly try to numb out, Losing you was one of the hardest things in life that I have gone through, I wish you were still here I have so much to tell you, but now I’ll just write you notes and take it to your grave for you to read, I’ll be looking for messages back from in different ways, I’m looking forward for your visits, The babies Miss you dearly too, Alyssia took it pretty hard, You was her best friend too! Losing you gave me strength I really didn’t know I had, I could hear you now telling me it’s about damn time! Your forever loved, and Will FOREVER BE REMEMBERED THROUGH THE MEMORIES YOU GAVE US!