I am thinking of you alot lately.  Been dreaming about you and you been on my mind alot.  I need you so much.  I need my BFF.  Things are hard.  I need to talk to you so bad.  You always understand and know what to do.  And you always know what to say!!  I love you Toni.

I love you so much Toni!!

I love and miss you so much.  I just wish i could have one more day with you!!!!  I would tell you so many things.......  I love you and miss you Toni.

Saw this and thought it was beautiful.  I miss you so much it hurts sometimes.  Sometimes I just need to talk to you!!!!

Hi Sis...your grandson was baptized this weekend. I know that will make you proud! I love and miss you so much but I know you were there with us.

Sometimes i miss Toni so much....  Just be nice to hear her voice again.  For her to call and just say hi...............  I wish.

Here is another one I want to share.

Saw this and wanted to add it to the page in some way.  I have a few.  Hope you all like them.

Well.  Another story came to mind as I looked at the pictures I added here.  We had a really fun Halloween one year.  Halloween was Toni's favorite time of year.  She told that to me many many times.  And until I met Toni I had not dressed up for halloween since i was around 10 years old.  That changed when I became friends with Toni tho.  She talked me and my ec into going to a bonfire at a friends house for halloween and we needed to dress up.  So my ex and I went to the costume store and I remember seeing all these costumes for women that were sexy and showed alot of skin...lol  That was not me.  Was i not only heavy i was very shy...lol  So after looking for what seemed like hours I found a pumpkin outfit.  It was a very long sweatshirt that made me look like a pumpkin and i got it.  And that was one heck of a night!!!!!  I had so much fun with my Bellisari family!  Toni got me to do alot of things I wouldnt have done if I hadnt known her and I would have missed out on alot of fun and friendship.  And sisterhood.  Toni, Tiffany and I have been like sisters for 23 years now.  I cannot imagine my life without them.  And its so hard to believe she is gone.  Its been four months and I miss her so bad.........  But these fun memories and sharing them will make me feel better.  People should share memories of loved ones.  

Ok.  I am gonna start this thing...lol  Toni and I had been friends for a few years when we started watching WWF at the time now its WWE wrestling.  She loved Stone Cold Steve Austin and I loved the Undertaker. lol  Well it was funny we started calling each other Tone Cold Toni and Tammy Takerette.  lol  And when we didnt have a phone back then we had a pager.  And everytime one of them would come out on tv we would page each other..lol  When we had a phone we called.  And omg the pay per views were a blast then!!!!  We all went to Tiffany's and watched it together.  The whole gang would gather there.  We had food, drinks and WWE.  It was so fun.  I really miss those days.  I miss my Toni so much.  I am sure you see many more stories on here from me.  Just when they pop in my head I will add them here...lol  Miss you Toni!!!!!!!