My son, I can't believe you have been gone as many years today as the 21 years you lived. I can only say God is the reason I have survived these days and years without you and your brother. I have been changed. I no longer laugh as much or feel the joy in life you gave me. And you gave me so much, Tony. You taught me so much too. One is to forgive easier and one is to always have a sense of humor. To be able to laugh at myself above all and never take life too serious because after all this truly is just our temporary home. I will hold you in my heart along with your brother Marty until we are all at our final Home. ..but oh how hard this is without you both here.