I wish you were here my dear friend to talk too. I miss being able to have someone to confide in. Oh why did you let yourself die over this woman whom you loved. Was your heart really that torn apart my dear friend that you felt the need to give up life. What did you see in this woman my dear friend cause she doesn't seem to care your gone. I feel so angry with this woman cause of her your not here. Just one call from this woman could have maybe saved your life or at least let you die with some peace. Jamie, the kids and I miss you so my dear friend.

I'm sorry that the love of your life Rebecca never really cared about you or loved you. I wish you would have known because then you might have still been alive and here with the ones who really did. I miss you my dear friend and so does my kids.

Thank you my friend for all the talks we had. Jamie and I wouldn't be here without you. Jamie, the kids and I miss you so my dear friend. Things just don't seem right without you.

I miss you my dear friend.