October 3, 2021
October 3, 2021
Miss you Mom. Every day Mom, Every fucking day! I wish you were here, that's so much I need to talk to you about and so much I can't believe has happened since you left. I don't know why this had to happen to you and leave the world so soon. You'd be 59 today, and I'd be making Chicken Marsala for dinner like always. I miss you so much. Everytime I start thinking about you for more than a minute I wind up in tears that just don't quit. I have my dog now, Yoda. You'd love him so much, he reminds me of Paco to the tee. I think he might BE Paco reincarnated ma. I don't know how Brittany is today but I hope she's not already in tears like me this morning. 7 years you've been gone ma, and not a day goes by I wouldn't give ANYTHING to talk to you for ten seconds. I miss you so much Mom, goddamn I miss you so much!!