Yesterday,my daughter was your 39th Birthday.I know. I didn't write anything, But I am now.But you were in my thoughts as always, Ever day,
I miss and love you so much.You are in my heart for always.
And hope you have rainbows ,stars and the moon.Because you left us way to soon.
All my love Mom

Tracy,It has been a while,But I wanted to write a few words.Im always missing you,And I think about how different times could have been For us,You,Me,And Tony.
 But they werent meant to be.And we still go on one day at a time.I am going back soon to your resting place,Take you some flowers,Maybe tony go with me.
 We love you tracy,We miss you,And we will always remember you.
You are in our hearts allways.
Wish you rainbows and butterflys.
Until we meet again My beautiful Daughter.
Love and miss you
Mom and Tony,

My Beautiful Daughter,Today Is Your Birthday,Your 38th.
But You Are Not Here Except In My Heart And memories.And that is where you will continue to Be.
I Love And Miss You So Much Everyday,.The Pain and Sadness is always there.
I went and cleaned your grave,
  I think about the memories that I have when you were here,And I think about the memories that we could have made.
Tony misses you so much also.And we talk about you .How much we miss you.
 We love you always daughter,And sister.

Be At Peace.And Happy Birthday To You ,Way Up Above.

Love You.
05/13/1984. 01/28/2017 

Tracy ,My Daughter,It has been 5 years since you left this world.
And ever day I miss you,Your smile,your voice.I still dont know why you had to leave so soon.
You are allways in my thoughts,And sometimes I find myself thinking ,I need to tell tracy this are that.
There is so much that we could have done togather
I love you always tracy,yesterday,today and tomorrow.
I miss you always,yesterday,today,and all of tomorrows.
 Tony misses you also.And he loves you.

Hoping everything is butterflies,rainbows,stars and moons.


I asked you to leave,But did,nt mean forever.If I had known that would be the last time,I spoke to you,The last time that I would see you,I would have never let you go.
I would have kept you with me,Safe and secure.But none of us know when God may call us home.
But what I would give for one more hug,One more I love you.
But it is not to be,Cause you were called away,And left me and your brother.
But in out thoughts our heart,Our memories,You remain,And always will.
Love and miss you my daughter,My sister,
Mom,Tony

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAUGHTER.AND I HOPE WHERE EVER YOU ARE ,YOU ARE CELEBRATING.
I REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE BORN.SO TINY AND WONDERFUL.I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU.I LOVED YOU THEN AND LOVE YOU STILL.
THERE US NOT A MOMENT THAT GOES BY THAT I DON'T THINK OF YOU.
 YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND MEMORIES.
ME AND TONY ARE GOING TOMORROW TO VISIT YOU AND YOUR RESTING SPOT.WE ARE BRINGING FLOWERS AND OUR LOVE ALONG WITH OUR SADNESS.


IT'S BEEN 4 YEARS,YOU ARE GREATLY AND TRULY MISSED.AND AS ALWAYS I HOPE YOU FOUND PEACE,RAINBOWS AND SUNSHINE.


 GONE MY BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER. BUT NEVER EVER FORGOTTEN.

 
YOUR MOM

My dear daughter'It has been a while,But as I have said I haven't forgot you.You are always with me in my heart. This ole world is fixing to end,for all of us.And I hope I c you on the other side.And we can build more memories .I want to believe that.I have so many words I would love to enlighten you with.And maybe you know ,More then I do.
  And tony is still tony,I all ways giving him a hard time.If you were here you could relate to him ,And me and him wish you were.I still lost without you,And think of you ever day.And I all ways will.

 Miss You,Love You.Your Mom
Peace,Sunshine,And Rainbows
For You

My dear daughter, I wish you Happy Birthday ,And I love and miss you always.We will leave you some flowers on your final resting place.Love you,You are always on my thoughts 4 ever

Dear Daughter Tracy.I know it's been 4 months that I haven't written anything But you all ways with me in my thoughts and memories,My ever waking moments.
   There are still things I see,read,and hear that I know you would find enlightening, If I could only share them with you I think how much you would enjoy hearing about it.
 I think of the times we had together and all the time we lost.I miss your beautiful smile,and your sweet awesome ways,I miss you ,My sadness is all ways there And I think if things and situations that maybe I should have handled differently,But I can't change none of it.
 And i want to believe that you know my heart,And my love for you was and is always there.I love you my beautiful daughter,And it might be lapses that i don't write,But that doesnt mean that I have forgotten you,Cause i always remember you,And i will always love you
 
 Hope that you have found peace, And contentment,Along with the rainbows.I love and miss you so much ever day.
I love you my beautiful daughter,
 Always tour mom Love you
  

Well my daughter, It been awhile, Doesnt mean I have forgotten you,That is something I will never do.You are always on my mind,In my memories ,You will stay.I wish so many times You had never went away.
There was and is so many things I want to share, So many words I want to say .Knowing that you are truly gone,Hurts me so deeply,I wish you were here home.
I wish my daughter that you could have stayed here on earth So much longer.But that was not to be,You left us all that tragic day,I wish, And I wish you never went away.
The memories I have Is all that I see,The love that I feel Is deep inside ,And I send it to you ,And i want to believe That you know The love is there for you and me.
  My daughter i miss you more then words can say,And it will always be that way.I love and miss you ever day.Take care my daughter And as always I wishing you peace ,Rainbows and butterflies.

 I miss you.All my love Mom

Well my daughter,today you would have celebrated your birthday,Would have been 35.And wishing you were here,and we could and would have celebrated
I miss you everday,and you are allways on my mind and in my thoughts always in my heart you will remain.
Happy Birthday my beautiful Daughter.
I love and miss you ,ever second,minute,hour,day,week,month,year.
All my love goes to you,And as allways wishing you rainbows, peace and million stars
Mom

Well my daughter it been a minute,But doesn't mean I have forgotten you,Becsuse I haven't,and never will.I hurt as much today as I did when you left.I still have questions unanswered,and guess they will stay that way.Tracy I miss you so much.Took you for granted like you all ways be here.I read the letters that you wrote me when you went to Eddies.They made me sad.I going to bring you some flowers maybe you will see them,Who knows.
  Well my daughter I love and miss you,
And wish you peace and rainbows Love you miss you.Mom

My daughter,Monday was two years that you went away,I did not write you that day,But that don't mean that I didn't think of you,Because I always thinking of you.I miss you how much you don't know .You are always in my thoughts in my heart and will all ways be.And I will always love you.I hope that you have found peace and happiness on the other side.
I love and miss you all ways,Mom

Well my daughter another year is upon us,without you in it.I miss you today as much as the day it happened.I will always miss you.And things we could have done.My questions still linger unanswered But my.love for you is strong.Abd if I knew today what awaited is that fateful night I would have never let you go.
 I hope you are at peace basking in sunshine rainbows and butterflies,With all the stars around.
I love you always and forever.Mom

Hello my sweet daughter.Today is Thanksgiving And you no longer in this world,I can't be Thankful for that,But I can be Thankful of the time I did get to spend with you.I not been to your final resting spot in a few but I am going back soon.
My daughter as always there is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you,and usually more then once.I miss you .
 Your brother is still being tony.He has changed almost a recluse but he ventures outside sometimes like now he has went to Gary's.Me and him speak of you ,And I know he misses you something awful.
Kristi said malik was going to get a tat have the words that on your headstone ,But I don't know if he did are not.
I miss and love you 4ever And as usual Hope your new world is filled with peace sunshine and rainbows.
Love you daughter,Mom

Well daughter it me just a few words to make me feel better,as if I could ,I go thru my days and not a day goes by that I think of you more then once a day.I still have questions,And haven't found no answers.But maybe one day there is so much that I wish I could tell you.Because you would hear and listen to me and give me feedback .You would listen even if you didn't want to.
 I am sitting outside the wind is blowing but heat index feels like 103,thinking this maybe dog days cause the doggies don't move much during the day humans either Sweat sitting still.
I writing this like a letter makes me feel close to you.And if someone reads this and think I crazy ,We could tell them they right.But I not addressing it to them I addressing it to you My sweet beautiful daughter and you were so very beautiful but you didn't see it I do ever time i look at your photo from Halloween.Look so beautiful so tranquil That is my favorite photo I cherish all the photos of you But that one is most precious.
 Well my daughter cracked my phone 3rd one,Leave it to me Losing money is my specialty guess cracking phones is 2nd in line.
Well daughter As always wish you peace and rainbows.You are always with me in my heart and memories.Miss you Love you still and always will.
And write again soon.Love you (I can hear you say gotta love her that my mom.)Thank you daughter for that.I write again.Miss you.
Love you you mom.

Well hello again Wish it was in person,But hope somehow you can know.
 I am sitting outside The moon is coming up and makes me miss you so much.
As I've written before you left me and all your other loved ones to soon,Your son ,your dad's family,and family on my side.
They say Only the good die young,it I a song But God had a reason that you left this world ,When you did.I wish my daughter I could turn back time ,Everyone that has lost someone wishes that.
But we have to go on,It,s the things that you are missing ,Things we didn't get to do ,Things we would have.
I miss you so much words cannot convey.
I love you always ,And I hope my daughter that your new world is full of Rainbows,and Peace.
 And I have so many why questions.
That will never see answer.
Maybe you are watching over me.You are always with me in my heart and memories.Allways
Love and miss you.Ever sec,min,hour,day,week,month,year.And I still often shed a tear Because the sadness and the pain will hit out of the blue,Never fails when I thinking of you..
Be at work,Be at home Doesn't matter You are forever gone. And that stays with me in my sadness zone.
The reality of you never to return cuts like a knife Everytime it hits me it's like so unreal I don't want to believe it But I know it true You left this world and now I am and will forever be sadness blue.
And the words that were spoken ,The actions that were unjustified,Would have been rectified ,But my daughter you meet tragedy and deceased
I don't think it fair ,You could have waited lots of more years ,Even tho you wanted to see the moon ,You left us way way to soon.
 Be at Peace And know you will and never be forgotten.Love you daughter.
All ways Mom

Well my daughter I know it's been a min.But I not forgotten you.I never will .Just been lost in my own.But you always on my mind .I miss you so much.It's just not the same and never will be again.B it the memories is what I have the only thing left.I love and miss you more then anyone knows.
 I wish you as always Rainbows ,Peace and my love.Hoping in your other world That some how you can feel the love.
You are in my heart all ways.
Love you Mom

My daughter me again.Today went to Lake Winnie ,And you were there with me in my thoughts and always in my heart.
Rode the fireball.At the fair in Scottsboro (you,tony and I went) And we rode that ride together no one had rode it until you and I did.(You had asked tony and he wouldnt ),and you were so awed with me riding it with you.You took pics.I remember it like yesterday.And that is why today you were there with me.
And I hope you were in awe,The fireball was for you and me,always in my memories you will stay,Even tho you are far away,Bc you were called somewhere else that sad tragic day.
Love you miss you my daughter Wish you had never had to go away.love Mom

Well daughter just wanted to say hi.And as always you are always in my thoughts.You are never out of them I go on with my life what it is a empty shell of one .I still question why and come up with no answers.The pain and realization of you not being here is always a constant.And yes we all will go to our final place that is written but you went to soon that what I think.I miss you ever day sec,min,.
 Love you always and I miss you forever.Hope there are rainbows and peace for you.Mom

Well it me again thinking always of you .Missing you and always wondering why?Why you had to go so soon,Had your whole life ahead of.But they say there is a reason for visit everything.I just don't know what the reason is and was of your departure from your earthly world.Because to me it was way to soon.
 I love you miss you .You are always in my thoughts and heart.love you mom

Hello my daughter.And want to write and say Happy Mother's Day And Happy Birthday.34 yearss ago you came into the world you were my Mother's Day gift. Went to your resting spot today and hoping in my heart that you somehow know.Tony said he loves you and so do I.The day you were born you were my heart and soul.And if I knew that you would be leaving me so soon i would have kept you with me in a safe place. B it I couldn't do that.As I write before there is not a day that goes by that you are not in my thoughts and always in my heart.I love and miss you more then words can convey.What I would give for one more hug and to hear your voice say hey hey hey.Me and tony love and miss you.And I wish you peace rainbows and sunshine.All my love always Mom

Hello again.I wanted to write that you are always in my thoughts and heart.Sunday the 13 is the day that you were born.You were born on Mother's Day 34 years ago and the 17 is mine.So I was blessed twice,You were my Mother's Day, and my Birthday Present.
 Me and David will go to your final resting place,I will leave you flowers and another piece of my heart.
I say you left this world and me to soon.I heard a voice last night say mama I promise it true I heard it and in my heart I want to say it was you.That is what I totally believe.I asked for a sign that you are at peace and I hope you are.When I read a good book I think of you you are always in my thoughts as I said.As long as I be here you will still remain.
I love miss you all ways.Wishing you peace and rainbows.
 Love you my daughter.Mom

Hey it me again.Been having bad week you been on my mind constant.You all ways in my thoughts but more so this week.So just wanted to write that to you.I miss and love you so much.And hope you some how know. Wishing you all ways rainbows and sunshine.I keep you close in my heart and memories all ways.Mom

Well it me again been a min.I got a new phone not got photos on it yet.But I will have them put on.Easter is Sunday April fools day also.I found a clover the other day I saying it a 4 leaf you was always so good at finding them.You had that talent,you had a lot of talents.
They say time heals but not for me yet.Tony says you would want me to be happy and I have my moments .But daughter I just got so many questions that can't be answered.In woman's world people write about angels and receiving a sign from a loved one telling them they are OK.I ask my guardian angel for a sign from you,That you are OK.And then maybe I would be.But as I say where ever you be I wish you rainbows ,butterflies,and contentment And also as I write keeping you in my memories and in my heart.love you my daughter and miss you always.
I like that I can write words to you letters what ever .I used to write you 7 8 pages.I glad you membered that .
Until the next .love you.Be at peace. Mom

Tracy,The tree in back yard will be full bloom soon.Hoping where you be that you can see it.Wishful thinking on my part.When I think of you which is ever day I never want to believe you are gone.The pain sadness of missing you is all ways there.
 And I so miss you.Be at peace my daughter.love you until my last bteath.

We'll my daughter I know it been another min since I wrote.But you are in my thoughts each and everday.Last month took flowers to your resting place.Am going again the items flowers and moon and stars wish was you accepting and seeing them in person And then I could get a hug.

Your brother is still being tony As I mentioned beforer he speaks of you. I proud that you and him got along and could talk and relate.And we (me,you),had out moments. And all ways wishing for more.We would have taken a shopping spree day.Mom and daughter day.
You were taken way to soon from me.And it hurts it a void of memories pain and sadness.
I keep you all ways close in my memories.
I love you all ways did all ways will.
More later.

 Be at happiness and peace.

  Love miss you
      Me mom

Hello My Sweet daughter.Yesterday was a year that you have been gone.I went and put flowers on your place of sleep.I hope somehow you may have caught a glimpse of them.You not here and knowing I never get to hug you hear your voice and see your sweet face it a pain that never goes away.I hope as I wrote before that your new world is all rainbow and fields of 4 leaf clovers and I hope you are at peace.You are all ways in my thoughts each and ever day.And my love for you is all ways there to.I write you again My Tracy.Be at peace my daughter.Miss and love you .Mom

Well my daughter it will be a year the 28 of this month. And everyday was missing something, and that was you. I wish so much that you never left. I am filled with so much sadness even though I don't act it. But you are allwsys on my mind and when I do something are see something I so much want to share it with you. And I hope by me seeing it you see it also I miss you so much and maybe one day we be together again. Love miss you always. Mom

My daughter it me again. The holidays are all most here and soon they be gone. I take one day at a time. Sometimes daughter I just want to scream rant and rave because you are gone from my world. Ever day I miss you. If I could just give you a hug one more time, I don't think I would ever let you go.I thinking bout you all the time. What could and should have been. Your brother tony he mentions you and I know he misses you as much as I do. I know he misses talking to you cause you him understood each other. He made a comment the other day about cars driving up in the sky like on cartoon. Jetsons And he said if people were driving in the sky, then my sister would still be here. And we so wish you were. We love miss you. Always. And I be writing more. Love you still always will. Mom
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Well my daughter it is all most Christmas, Just going to be another day without you as ever day is. We have a patch of clover at work and seeing it I definitely thought of you. How you were always finding 4 leaf ones and I still have the one you gave to me.I hope you are still finding them up in the vast universe. Hope it all sunshine and rainbows. I miss you so so much. But as I have said you are in my heart always. I will love and miss you til I no longer exist. Your mom

I at work and you are in my thoughts as all ways.Things aren't the same since you left and never will be again.Love you my beautiful daughter.

Well l Tracy my angel up above,I haven't forgotten you .I sending you my love.I saw someone today that resembled you.And if it could have been you that would have made my day.You are all ways on my mind.And in my heart.You was and Wil be all ways a part of me..Keeping memories of you helps me ,thinking of the times we were togather. And wishing for more.I miss you always.That will never change.And I just wanted to write and say I love you.And I be writing you soon another day..Love you my Angel.Be at Peace..Mom

Tracy I stlll here my daughter,with sadness ever day.Living and missing you in each and ever way.There not a day go by that you are not in my thoughts.And in memories you all ways be.My life goes on without you here.But it sad for me knowing you not near.I wish that for one more time I could see your beautiful smile and tell you that I love you.But writing these tributes to you make me feel better.And I know you would understand.I love and miss you ever single day.And I be writing you again.love you daughter

My sweet Tracy just wanted to tell you Good nite.And If wishes could and would come true.You would be here with me and I not be blue.I put on a smile but inside it is all pain.Sadness and lonely.I ask why but I never get a answer.Only You and God know that.You take care I miss you.I love you.And I wish that I could say thease words to you in person.And give you a hug.Make you smile and hear you laugh.But I hear it only in my memories that I keep special close.Love you.miss you .More then words can say.Be at peace my beautiful daughter.love allways.Mom

Tracy my sweet daughter.I am so lost without you.I find myself picking up my phone to text you about something I read heard are seen,That I know you would find interesting. You are allways in my thoughts and that is where you will all ways be,And in my heart.My sadness of you being gone is a part of me too.And that shall also remain.I love you and miss you so much.There is a empty void in my world that came the day you left.My tomorrows are empty as my yesterday's were also.I love and loved you so much.I sit on my back porch that you never got to see ,And I want to think you are there with me ,And in my heart you are.Sitting beside me.That I want to believe.It's been a long 8 months without you.I send you my love high above.And I hope you send me some back down here below.Love and miss you allways Mom

Another day without you.I read your last text ever day that you sent me.And I know that you are saying even tho you are not here you are telling me you hope I have a good day .My days would be better if you were still here but in my heart you are and there I hold you close.And I know that you are watching over me even tho I can't see you,you are there.That I believe.And it helps .Love and miss you.Mom

My daughter just a few lines to say hello.I allways thinking of you it has been 7 months since you left this world to go to your new world.But it seems so much longer. I love you Tracy I wrote you that poem that said I loved you when you were small and love you now that you tall.And other words.you liked it.I miss our talks and hearing from you ever day just a text made my day.I see you in the galaxy that is where you wanted to be .But I wish you were here with me.I hope you have friends in your other world and hope you found what you were looking for.I miss you daughter and I write you again soon.All my love to you above from me your mom down below.Good nighr

My daughter I wanted to tell you hello.And I still and allways will miss you.You were so young to have to leave me and there where still so much we could have done.But you are a angel now and you give me your love from way up above.And you smile down on me with your beautiful smile.Ithink of you all the time what could have been.But my beautiful daughter I hope you are at rest.And I will write you again.Love miss you my sweet beautiful Tracy.Love you,mom.4 always.But carry in my heart and memories

My daughter I sit here and think of you, each and ever day .I see your sweet smile in my memiories I hear your voice say 'Hey,hey,hey..All I have is the memories and I keep them close in my heart.And that way even tho you went away we will never be apart.love you miss you mom.

To my beautiful daughter who celebrated her birthday up above in the galaxy. I sent to her that day all my love from down below And my wish is that she know that in my heart and memories she will all ways remain.Forever and a day And I wish my daughter you never went away.
Love and miss you Mom

Your birthday is coming soon.I will write you a special poem .I love and miss you ever day. I wasn't thru with what I wanted to say.But I hope you hear me anyway up in the galaxy among the stars so far far away.But always in my heart .I love you my daughter.

Daughter I miss you ever second ,minute,day,week,month,year.And you will all ways be in my heart.Love you.