travis and i would sit ..and talk  we talked alot about god and the bible but he love to remember the younger years , he go on for hours sum good sum mean and he would try justifie the wrong sum ppl did ... i wish i had more time one on one with him ....forever missed every minute of the day 

missing you and trying go on but its hard 

i miss us staying up late talking about anything and everything .. u was there for me now i am all alone and i dont ant live like this

travis u were my all my everything in the worldmiss you so very bad..my heart aches awfully bad.. but im 

moving on with the help of u andGod i will be ok someday... 

                                           your friend forever mike

to begin mike travis say the dog did it if it got him outta trouble lol ... but travis my heart aches for u so bad .. when u was here and my kid was hateful to me you always made me feel better and feel loved ,.. and i dont feel loved anymore ... and it hurts so much .. please give me a sign or ask god show me how i am suppose to do this without u .. please I MISS U SO MUCH I DONT WANT GO ON I RATHER BE THERE WITH YOU ...

i have to say thanks to everyone whos posted we know who our true friends r or were.. travis told me so many stories when he was little about going in his dadddys golden flake truck getting chips take them to school and sell them.. but he had to bring all empty bags back or he get a whippen he said it wasnt me it was oneof the girls lisa or cindy..  he had alot of stories like that ... i love u travis

i ask if anyone could remember a anything they could share about u travis and ronnie posted this .... (Ronnie ThomasOne time he had a rash on his butt and he asked Mom what to put on it and I guess she was feeling mean so she told him to use Ben-Gay. He did and we had to chase him for 3 miles to wash it off.)  i told him too late i shared that one lol

well mike came told me u travis told him to tell me some things couple months after you passed and the words was to hard for him to say and i glad he done it in a message cause i save it forever .. i know you loved me just as much as her we grew extra close the last few months and i so thankful for that ... we had our few months at a time over the years... and travis you didnt have to thank me for coming helping you i did it because u are my blood and i wanted to i love you and will still be loving you when we meet again brother

well i just wanted say outloud some where noone could hear me that think i losing  it ..BUT GOD TRAVIS WHY ARENT YOU HERE ENJOYING THIS IF THERE IS ANTBODY IN THIS WORLD I WANTED TO TRY BUY THE WORLD FOR AND DO FOR WAS YOU AND IS MIKE .. I KNOW YOU HAVETA BE UP WITH GOD ...I JUST MISS YOU SO BAD I TRYING GET THRU THIS WITH MIKE HE LITTLE STRONGER BUT NOT BUT BOUT LIKE MYSELF .. I ACH IN MY THROAT MISSING YOU HOLDING BACK THE TEARS THAT I DONT WANT TO BOTTLE .. FLY HIGH MY BROTHER TRAVIS WAYNE ... GIVE ME A SIGN ITS GOING BE OK CAUSE I CANT BE SURE ANYMORE ... SEE YOU IN THE HEAVENS                                      :(                                                                                                                              

we talked alot about god and heaven and what we thought was up there and he have me googling bible verses he taught me alot when we did , there was one time we trying say ten commandments and we couldnt think one .it was shall not committe adultry, he said we didnt remember that one cause it never crossed our mind to do then rest of that whole day he ask mike and myself least 10 times " ok what are the ten commandments " lol i miss him so bad my heart aches and have so much saddness in my face and eyes

after my mom and dad divorced i remember this one time we dropped travis off at school and before we could get back home he was sitting on porch waiting on us ..lol

he was always jumping out from around the corner to scare you ... once my mom got him good she act like she had a heartattack lol it slowed him down but didnt stop him lol

travis knew how to get on our moms nerves and he kept going on about his hinnee hurting so she told him go put lotion on it for heat rash lol omg he started screaming he had put bengay on it ..boy that set him on fire lol he was a mess as a kid

my stories wont be in order but they be true .... the four of us kids always got bikes for christmas and travis was around 6 i think and had tore up everey one he ever got ..mom and dad told him he tore this one up he wasnt getting another ....well good old travis came in house one day shortly after christmas crying with mouth bleeding told my mom   ( A TREE JUMPED OUT IN FRONT OF HIM ) all she could do was laugh , and yes he got another bike ... i miss you travis

travis and i were talking one day and he said ..mike you know since ive known  you ive gotton closer to God..  and from then on we talked everday about god his  cancer him passing on to heaven ..as i sit here telling this story tears flow down my face. travis i miss you.. and this is the best i can do for you right now  ilove you your friend forever . dont forget to meet me at the pearly gates like we talked about..