Up reading the old notes I wrote to you and teared up. It's crazy out here for real. You're really not here with me anymore. I wish I can say that this was all a dream but nah this is actually real life. I'm 17 now.. I was 10 when you died. I can remember the day and how I got the news. I got told a whole different story of what happened to you because I guess my aunnie didn't want me to know the real story but regardless I still cried. It's crazy how it's really been 7 years. I've made it real far I hate that it had to be without you though. The thought of you being gone still hurts me like sometimes I think about it and get to crying. Your birthday is coming up. I miss you dearly tray you will forever be in my heart. I hate that I have to miss you but I love you so much. I'm going to try to get some sleep lol I have school in the morning.

I been thinking about you. You be on my mind all the time. I wish you was here its been 5 years. You will always remain in my heart. I know you hear my cries at night sometimes I wish you was here just for one second just so you could give me a hug and play with me like you use to. This pain is something different. I just miss my Uncle Tray and I wish I could bring you back or even come up to heaven and be up there with you. I know you looking down on me I hope that you're proud! Everything I do is for you. I love you so muchhh and misss youuuuu! LongLiveTray!

I miss and love you sooooo muchhh !!! ~Irickha