Trevor I never thought I would be able to live life without you, and I dont know if this is really living, but I am trying its just so hard. I miss you so much. Everything is just so different there is a darkness that surrounds everyone that was close to you, especially your brother and sister. Please watch over them. They miss you so much and I worry so much about them. I love you baby boy and i promise I will never let go. Love you forever Mom