<p>Well where do I start     It was love at first sight and I can remember that night like it was yesterday and how I wish it was only yesterday cos we could live our lives all over again and I wouldn't change a thing you we're my life my everything we raised two beautifull children and god blessed us with five lovely grandchildren wish you didn't get poorly and suffered so much and had to leave us so soon you should still be here with us living the rest of you life but no matter how much I cry it ain't going to change a thing and god isn't going to send you back to us when you belong they say god takes the best and you were the best you never ever thought of yourself right up until the end always putting others first  sleep tight sweetheart RIP my lovely husband Trevor till we meet again always in my heart always and forever.     Love you. Trudy xxxxxxxx</p>