I feel you when your near me son, I miss you more than words can express itself . why was it your time so soon my first love. why we're you taken away from us that way. I love you ....!!!! I can write that a million times to you. until our spirit meet again.

This saying is so true. I miss you like crazy, but you will TRULY forever be in my heart. No one can take that away

May 26, 2017 

And when I think of you it still hurt like he'll.

SHe is doing it Troy! Step by step, she will reach her goals. You were there, I know it. Watch over her❤

PLease figure out a way to tell Aunty why were you out there

I'm done crying for tonight. I'm getting the messages. I love it. I know there is a God. I know he allows you to speak to us. I love you Nephew. When the weather warms up, around the time Aunty graduates

It just hit me on this bus stop what I'm really missing about you right now. We were both internal people, holding our emotions on the inside, but we could talk to each other about ANYTHING

Holiday time brings back the sad feelings. I really want your murderer caught. As me and your cousins were drawing pics and writing notes to you, I had to remember how sad all of this is. My nephew was murdered. I am hurt. But I will always love you and constantly pray for justice

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR NEPHEW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.  I LOVE YOU!

12 more days. My anxiety is building up but I'm trying to stay positive. I really didn't want to have to celebrate your birthday without justice, but I will love. Please give me the strength to be happy that day. Please keep reminding me that you are with God and I should not be sad. I love you

We will be out west this sunday in search of justice for you. Still cant believe this happened.

my love for you will never change

 Any moment baby , I think of you .  And still try to figure why you .? 


This will never make sense to me , someoone that was not about that LIFE . But have to be taking from me , From us like that. I wait for a phone call or text or you to walk in the door and say. " Did i get everybody attention now" I keep seeing that look in your eye's you give me when you want something or just trying to tell me something.  your sisters are not doing so well , and i don't have the strenght right now to help them get through this. Please come to our help and make things a lil easy for us. Mommy Love you and thank God that his looking over you for me now. Tell Pop-pop jimmy I love him too.




P.S Love your number #1 Fan mommy.     



    

My heart is broken. Seems like it will be this way forever. I am tired of trying to guess what your murderer looks like. It is getting in the way of me having positive thoughts and memories of you. It puts anger in my heart, when all I want to do is remember the love.I will always have this love for you Troy.

I LOVE YOU. 

To spend everyday and night with you was amazing! We could never stay too far apart from one another. What we had wasn't perfect but, we overcame more than what others have in years of being together. That made it all worth it to me! You were and will always be my EVERYTHING! I miss all of you... Your smile, scent, touch and your voice! Everyday I think about how we wanted the same things in life, how we pushed one another and supported each other's goals. That's how I know what we had was genuine! You can love anyone but, when you support their dreams and help them maintain it means so much more! These 3 months have been hard on me... Some days I don't know that I'll make it but, then I get this burst of energy and I know that's you motivating me. I'm lost without you but, I have faith you will show me the way! Keep watching over us and continue to protect us from harm. I LOVE YOU BABE!!!!!!! XOXOXO

Mommy Big Boy miss you so much.

I Know God have you, you was a really Good person, just was a spoiled brat.

  Troy........ This don't Feel real, I feel like I'm dreaming.  you were my big Brother and my only big brother . You were my protector , and the male I felt like if anything happens you were going to be there. You didn't want to leave us I know you didn't ....... they took you from us. WHY..!!!??? I don't want to question GOD . I thought you were going to come back, and play right with me, then told me it was a dream . But it's real you know this is not what we wanted , and now your gone and nothing makes sense. Mommy haven't been herself sense you been Gone. and all we keep doing is  praying and asking for  JUSTICE GOD . PLEASE

                                                         Truly your lilttle sister Mon`e   

Baby I told you we have been making your NAME Ring Bells in that neighborhood . If they didn't know about you . They know now..!!! I miss your bright eye self so much. I contunie to ask GOD To send us JUSTICE I know it take times. Just please don't let this be forever with me. Love you with all my HEART SON UNTIL I SEE YOU AT THE GATES.

Broke the chain .

LOVE YOU SO MUCH , SO MUCH BABY MOMMY MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY.

Mommy have been Fighting for Justice , the day after I Buried you. Going to news channels , radio stations, Justice walks. Going out west Philly Giving out rewards papers. I'm not giving up on you SON. That basterd has to pay the time for what he done to you to us. 
      

           I will never aloud you to get away from taking someone LIFE. And i pray God don't aloud the person who took you from me ; be able to walk this streets & that be  something I have to live with for the rest of my LIFE. I been statying on the right track with you GOD. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE MY LORD HELP ME HELP US HELP US MY LORD PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE .  My heart needs to ease a lilttle my LORD .   

I was thinking of you last night lol. I was thinking back to the times when you were in diapers and driving me nuts!!!!! I am the youngest sibling, so of course your mother (love ya sis) thought I was her built in babysitter and i just loved having yall all the time. I could never keep my eyes closed at night if i had you. I swear if I closed my eyes for 5 minutes, your ass was doing something. One time i nodded off for too long, and i woke up and couldn find you lmao (give me a break neph, i was like 10 or 11). I never told your mom or grandmom that i found you in the stove!!!!! I swore to myself that i would never fall to sleep on your crazy butt again even though your nonstop energy kept me exhausted. So from that moment I would put you on top of me when you were supposedly sleep at night. Fixed your ass! Everytime you moved, I was on it. Grandmom would find us in the morning with you still sleep on top of me. One time she tried to move you and I almost broke her hand thinking you were creeping away. God I miss you boy. I need you back, and I know that it wont happen but i wish it could. SO, until we meet again.....

A thousand words won't bring you back, I know because I've tried; neither will a thousand tears, I know because I've cried. 

Each happiness of yesterday is a memory for tomorrow. 

Always on my mind; forever in my heart. 

The life of the dead is placed in the heart of the living. (Cicero) 

Treasured in my heart you'll stay, untill we meet again some day. 

Forever in this heart of mine, an everlasting bond, for now until the end of time, are memories so fond. 

Those we love don't go away, they walk beside us every day. 
Unseen, unheard, but always near; still loved, still missed and very dear. 
- Anonymous 

If tears could build a stairway, and memories a lane, 
I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again. 

Remembering you is easy, I do it everyday. Missing you is the heartache that never goes away. 

Although it's difficult today to see beyond the sorrow, may looking back in memory help comfort you tomorrow. 

No farewell words were spoken, no time to say good-bye. You were gone before I knew it and only God knows why. 
My heart still aches in sadness and secret tears still flow, what it meant to lose you, no one will ever know.