They say time heals....what fucking ever!   I hurt today as I’ve hurt every day since 14MAY2015.  Can’t wait for ou spirits to meet again!   You are sooooo missed.  Mostly how you would make me laugh without trying.   Ups and downs but mostly ups. I really don’t know what else to say other than my heart has been torn and although it still beats there will be a time when I’ll be able to mend it back once I meet u again.  One can not EVER doubt the love I have for you. Even thru this pic, anyone who cannot see the humbleness in your smile is blind.   I’m out of words to explain how I feel.  Everything I do, I do alone wishing you were here so we can do it together.  Not a day goes by that your memory brings me a tear or a chuckle. I remember how I used to bribe you to dance the Macarena for me.  It was sooo cool how we would negotiate.   Or how you would chase me around the house cause I snatched your cigarettes from the counter.  You would get so mad.  I never understood why since I did that over 100 times and every time I would get the same reaction...only to give them back, each time.  Miss ya Tyler.   Sooo much!

(I have no idea how this I’m just seeing for the first time in 6 years) tho…

Gone too soon!

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You were the light in the room.. you took center  stage every chance you got!!! I miss being able to talk and pick up the phone at any hour and reconnec like it was yesterday I feel like every year gets harder.. I know the TX trip like the back of my head.. it plays on repeat every year at this time.. (I STILL HATE HOW WE ENDED THAT TRIP) we ended our relationship before tho, we CAME OUT TO EACH OTHER in TX! You were the only one to meet my actual birth Fam… it was sweet… you were always kind. I find myself always looking at the stars for your guidance and just to “talk” your spirt and soul live thru your memories and friends tho you will forever be missed I know deep down you were meant for greater things and that’s y you were called home! Every time I close my eyes I can see your beautiful smile I miss you so! Rest in paradise August 6th 1984- May 14th 2015

in Orlando, FL… he was 30 years young… Tyler John Northrup your absence is felt though you will never be forgotten! I love you Ty…