My Love
December 3, 2020
Me and Tyler were meant to be together but we didn’t realize it until it was to late. But my heart still belongs to him . I wish i could of been there for him and maybe he would not be gone today. We could have been together for life if he was still here. I just wish he would come back to me i loved him so very much. He loved me and i loved him and he said he would always protect me so i called him my Pitbull and he loved that when i called him that. And he would call me his princess or his baby or his love. Any time we would talk to each other or text . He told me some day that we would get a place together and we would get pitbulls of our very own. We loved each other so much. I still get mad at god because he took the guy i truly loved and wanted to be with for the rest of my life with away from me. I still blame myself for losing Tyler. I should of been there when he left that terrible group home and maybe he would still be here with me. We could of still have everything thing we said we wanted and we would be living with each other in our own place with our favorite type of dogs and maybe kids we didn’t really talk about that subject very often but i knew Tyler loved his nephew’s and i know he would of love to be a dad even if we couldn’t have kids of our own . He would of loved a adopted kid as his very own. We would have been good parents because we loved each other so very much. There is not a day that does not go by that i don’t think about him and break down and cry and i look at his pictures all the time. I still feel like it is my fault that he is gone and not here with me.