It's been a very long sad lonely depressing 8 month's. the pain and emptiness I feel will never go away. I have no one to really turn to. no one knows me Like you did. I've been thinking about you non stop lately. but today, today I'm taking it even harder. Idk why exactly but all I do know is missing will never get any easier. you'll always be in my heart and on my mind. I will love you forever my dear sweet angel. please continue to hold my hand and guide me through this life I will live. help me raise these 2 beautiful gifts you left me. stand by their sides through every battle or task they approach in life. make sure there is a good outcome to every thing. I know there are many more months to come of this pain i feel and to be honest I don't think I can handle it any more. please give me the strength to continue living this life alone. I love you. :(

This was my first Christmas without you here and it was HARD. I missed you more today than i ever have in the past few weeks that you've been gone. Watching the bonfires burn and going to your pawpaws house wasn't the same this year. Opening presents today with Ry was pretty depressing too. You should have been here to see that. I cant describe the pain and emptiness i feel. I love you babe. Celebrate Jesus's birthday with him and continue to watch over me. I love you to you and back a million and ten times. Forever engraved on my heart. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤