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8 months to long.

July 10, 2013
It's been a very long sad lonely depressing 8 month's. the pain and emptiness I feel will never go away. I have no one to really turn to. no one knows me Like you did. I've been thinking about you non stop lately. but today, today I'm taking it even harder. Idk why exactly but all I do know is missing will never get any easier. you'll always be in my heart and on my mind. I will love you forever my dear sweet angel. please continue to hold my hand and guide me through this life I will live. help me raise these 2 beautiful gifts you left me. stand by their sides through every battle or task they approach in life. make sure there is a good outcome to every thing. I know there are many more months to come of this pain i feel and to be honest I don't think I can handle it any more. please give me the strength to continue living this life alone. I love you. :(

Christmas time.

December 26, 2012
This was my first Christmas without you here and it was HARD. I missed you more today than i ever have in the past few weeks that you've been gone. Watching the bonfires burn and going to your pawpaws house wasn't the same this year. Opening presents today with Ry was pretty depressing too. You should have been here to see that. I cant describe the pain and emptiness i feel. I love you babe. Celebrate Jesus's birthday with him and continue to watch over me. I love you to you and back a million and ten times. Forever engraved on my heart. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

its been 2 weeks

November 24, 2012

Its been 2 weeks since you've been gone. Everyday gets harder and harder. People keep telling me its going to get easier. I dont believe that. I keep telling myself that your in a better place but I'd rather you here with me instead of gone. It kills me to know that we're having anothe baby and your not even here to be able to hold him/her first. It hurts me to think that im going to have to do this by myself. I love you and i miss you more than words can ever describe. Please continue to watch over us and help me and guide me through this as if you were still here. Forever in my heart.



Love always,
Linds <3

The Most Infectuos Smile Ever

November 14, 2012
My Boy Tyler, Mr. Jody has so many fond and beautiful memories through the many, many hours that you and I had together discussing life and sharing the many ups and downs that we have been through and wondering what the future would bring!! My heart is crushed for your beautiful girlfriend, Lil Ryder, and specifically for your mother Tesa and father Mike, along with your siblings! Tyler, both you and I know the LOVE that your mother had for you! I compare that Love to the Love Mary had for her son Jesus! I hold you close to my heart and I know you are sitting in the arms of Jesus, smiling down on all of us! My buddie, I wish that some kind of way I could have been able to talk to you, but God had other plans! I Love you LIL Buddie, and I will be there for any of your family that may need someone to sit and listen, or for a shoulder to cry on! Yours in Christ, Me. Jody Bourgeois!

Memories of Titty

November 14, 2012
I remeber a night when Lindsay was still pregnant, I got off work and me Josh Lindsay and Titty all made a late night trip to walmart, I can't remember why we went or what we got but I do remember it being midnight and they were closing, but we didn't leave. We were too busy cuttin up in the movie section. That night was so funny and we laughed so much and we were all so happy. Being around him was always funny tho. I remember nights at jakes house when we all froze our asses off in the garage watching tv or had fires in the pit under the carport (and still froze our asses off). I remeber when us 4 carved "family pumpkins". Lindsay and I had a pumpkin and Josh and titty had one; we were gonna have a contest to see which team could carve the best one. Well lol Josh and Titty went a little overboard with their pumpkin and it fell apart but it was a good time. Since Saturday I've been thinking about how after me and Josh broke up my relationship with Titty and Lindsay kinda fell off and I regret that and it has been making me really sad. But I am happy that my memories of him are all good times full of life and happiness. Rest in Peace Tyler. I'm sure you're in heaven healthy and looking down protecting your family and the people u love down here.
November 11, 2012

There are no words to explain how I feel right now. My heart is breaking for Tyler's family and for Lindsay and Ryder. Lindsay has been my best friend since I was in 6th grade, when I was 11. Seeing her go through this is breaking my heart. I wish that there was something I could do or say, and I know that there is nothing that will make this easier for any of those who lost Tyler. I am praying for all of you. When Lindsay introduced me to Tyler, I liked him immediately. I was going through a breakup, and he always tried to make me laugh. Years passed, and Lindsay got pregnant for their son. He is the spitting image of Tyler, and he's got lindsays little dimple. He was a blessing to both of their lives. I never thought in my wildest dreams that we would lose him like this. I pray for Tyler's family and for Lindsay and Ryder as much as I possibly can. There is nothing I can say to soothe their pain, but I am so sorry. I'm so sorry this happened to all of you. I'm so sorry that this happened to him. I can only hope for the best for all of you now. I wish there was a way to end your suffering. I will be here for Lindsay and Ryder every step of the way from here on out. I wish there was more that I could do. 
Rest In Peace, Tyler. I'm so sorry things had to be this way.
<3 

November 11, 2012
I remember when you and Tyler passed by me and Chelsea house and we had a bonfire in the back yard. That was the first time I had met Tyler. He had all of us laughing like crazy. I didn't know Tyler very well but he was fun to hang around with and I could tell he was a good guy. He will be missed but he is in a much better place now. Rest in peace bro.

missing you more than ever

November 11, 2012

I remember the first time we met, i had butterflies in my stomach when i looked over at you and seen your smile and those heart melting green eyes. You had me at "hey my name is Tyler." You were so nervous to actually talk to me. It was cute. You stood by my side and helped me through so much. I tried to stand by your side as much as possible and i lost the love of my life to a very horrible sickness. You are all I know. I dont know what to do with myself. I love you uncondtionitaly. Im torn into a million pieces. I dont know what to do with myself. I find myself looking for you everywhere. Im nothing without you. I need you here with me and your not. I need you now more than ever. I cant cope with the feelings I have a nothing will ever fix that. No one will ever take the place you have in my heart. You mean more to me than life itself. The pain I have left in my heart is unbearable. Well im gonna cut this short and let you read this in heaven. I LOVE YOU TYLER MICHAEL LAMBERT. RIP MY DEAREST ANGEL. <3 <3 <3 <3

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