Christmas time.
its been 2 weeks
Its been 2 weeks since you've been gone. Everyday gets harder and harder. People keep telling me its going to get easier. I dont believe that. I keep telling myself that your in a better place but I'd rather you here with me instead of gone. It kills me to know that we're having anothe baby and your not even here to be able to hold him/her first. It hurts me to think that im going to have to do this by myself. I love you and i miss you more than words can ever describe. Please continue to watch over us and help me and guide me through this as if you were still here. Forever in my heart.
Love always,
Linds <3
The Most Infectuos Smile Ever
Memories of Titty
There are no words to explain how I feel right now. My heart is breaking for Tyler's family and for Lindsay and Ryder. Lindsay has been my best friend since I was in 6th grade, when I was 11. Seeing her go through this is breaking my heart. I wish that there was something I could do or say, and I know that there is nothing that will make this easier for any of those who lost Tyler. I am praying for all of you. When Lindsay introduced me to Tyler, I liked him immediately. I was going through a breakup, and he always tried to make me laugh. Years passed, and Lindsay got pregnant for their son. He is the spitting image of Tyler, and he's got lindsays little dimple. He was a blessing to both of their lives. I never thought in my wildest dreams that we would lose him like this. I pray for Tyler's family and for Lindsay and Ryder as much as I possibly can. There is nothing I can say to soothe their pain, but I am so sorry. I'm so sorry this happened to all of you. I'm so sorry that this happened to him. I can only hope for the best for all of you now. I wish there was a way to end your suffering. I will be here for Lindsay and Ryder every step of the way from here on out. I wish there was more that I could do.
Rest In Peace, Tyler. I'm so sorry things had to be this way.
<3
missing you more than ever
I remember the first time we met, i had butterflies in my stomach when i looked over at you and seen your smile and those heart melting green eyes. You had me at "hey my name is Tyler." You were so nervous to actually talk to me. It was cute. You stood by my side and helped me through so much. I tried to stand by your side as much as possible and i lost the love of my life to a very horrible sickness. You are all I know. I dont know what to do with myself. I love you uncondtionitaly. Im torn into a million pieces. I dont know what to do with myself. I find myself looking for you everywhere. Im nothing without you. I need you here with me and your not. I need you now more than ever. I cant cope with the feelings I have a nothing will ever fix that. No one will ever take the place you have in my heart. You mean more to me than life itself. The pain I have left in my heart is unbearable. Well im gonna cut this short and let you read this in heaven. I LOVE YOU TYLER MICHAEL LAMBERT. RIP MY DEAREST ANGEL. <3 <3 <3 <3