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silence in a crowded room
that's calling out to me
a distant cry inside of my heart
always tracks me down
it will never want to part
it will never let me down
thorns of emotion
sting me everyday
they remind me of you
and tell me to stay
tears of sweet hope
run down my young face they sing to me softly and show me your facesorrow fill my empty soul
ROCHELLE
LOVE ALWAYS ROCHELLE
in countless large and small ways
it was nice growing up with someone like you.
someone to lean on, someone to count on...some to tell on! sometimes being a brother is even better than being a super hero.
there is a destiny that makes us brothers and sisters, no one goes his or her way alone;
all that we send into the lives of others,
come back into our own
R.i.P C4L
Love u always man
LilRick
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My Beloved Son
TJ everyday it get harder never easier for me. Can't even imagine life without you. I remember when you were born its and instant bond between me and you. I don't know why it was just different its was like we were one person. You were my 1st born son and a joy to have. I never seen someone taste for life the you were. That why I don't understand how this happen to you. I LOVE SON and will never forget the times we had together. Remember when I took to K-State for the summer internship, when I got ready to leave we both wanted to cry but we held it in and just hug each other and kissed on the cheek and said see you in 10 weeks. That seem liked it was forever. Then took you back in the fall. You were so excited about college but u always missed being at home with us and we all missed you. Now that was short times we had to wait to see you, how are we suppose to get over never seeing you again. I can't do it TJ. Arie,Tyrisha,Tre,Talon,Tylen, Dad and of course me we all are having a hard time dealing with this. Its not real I just can't accept it. Why you Son. I remember you running around chewing up all the kids had the whole family in rage with each other about my TJ. Why would they take you away from me I'm lost not knowing what to do next which way to go. I don't know I don't know.
LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY FIRST BORN SON
LOVING MOTHER THERESE SPENCER
TJ...
How can we move on in our everyday lives? How can i stop myself from crying? How can i say that its okay? How can i make the pain go away? How can i wake each and everyday... knowing that somebody took you away? How can can i laugh when you're not here... when you brought the laughter and all the cheers? How can life ever be the same? ... When i have to say in my heart you will remain! And yes indeed the fact is very true, but i want you here... TJ i misss you! How can it go back, being the same? When you were here... stay forever, i want you too! Now look, you're an angel in the sky. I know you're not supposed to ask why, but sometimes i think, why'd YOU have to die! And yes sometimes it upsets me, seeing you lying there so helplessly. I didn't wannna say goodbye, so i'll never! I promise i'll love you forever! Damn Tj cousin, i miss you...
Your cousin, Netta
MISSN MY TYRICE LAMAR SPENCER JR.
straiqht miss yu TJ..even thouqh yu always told me tu cum tu yo brib an i would never cum , an click on me calln me a dumbass qirl cux i a do sumdin stupid or piss yu off...i straoqht miss yo funny ass...yu was always there wen sumbody needd yu...always telln me yu a come qedt me wen i qodt oudta skewl budt i would always say no...or tell yu tu call yae or tell yu tu ask yae tu retwist yo hair...yeh i was jealous cux i wantd idt tu be DEASHA && TYRICE SPENCER not yae && tj spencer now i would never gedt tht chance...yae was always screamn how real she was budt now look adt her...she aint fckn widt yu adt awl...never screamn shidt aboudt yu...budt me i stay scream rest in paradise my bewh my bby an my quy tjeezy or tj or tyrice lamar spencer jr as yu liked me tu say...i really hated her after tht...i really liked yu TJ...i used tu love idt wen yu wntd me tu say yo full name an i didnt kno idt...yu be like "TYRICE LAMAR SPENCER JR GIRL" lol...well shidt now i kno...i fckn love yu TJ no matter wadt yu qone always be MY BEWH FOREVER like i told yu wen yu was here...aint shidt chanqed yu my straiqht bby for life...BFL...i just look adt the pics of yu on my paqe an err body paqe..shidt i just be wantn tu cry...budt i cnt even do idt...shidt hellah sad...an yeh yu was pulld tu soon...i be holln err time i thnk aboudt tht day ant thru tht water on yo face...lol...chased him awl the way oudtside...im crackn up bhad...lOl..thn yu really came bck in the house an qrabd me...just took me upstairs...how yu kno i wntd tu qo bck up there...yeh we was talkn serious shidt [tu me] doe chunkd...i was really trynauh qedt chu tu be hubby...i was hurt yu sai di was tu younq doe...man...i wish yu woulda said yeh instead doe...i still cnt qedt ovr the fact tht yu straiqht qone..idt dnt feel like idt doe...idt just feel like yu sleep cux wen i saw yu thts wadt idt look like...budt shidt yu qodta kno yu qone always be thouqht uf ovr these ways...an im still qone keep yo name alive...I LOVE YU TYRICE LAMAR SPENCER JR. PULL ME UP THERE WEN YU NEED ME OR WNT SUMBODY TU ALWAYS BE BY YO SIDE CUX YU KNO IMAUH STAY THERE...I MISS YOU MY DOOD...CHUNKD.!