October 28, 2021
October 28, 2021
How can I possibly sum up the feelings and memories I have for Uk in one tribute? It’s almost impossible. Could you imagine a pain so deep down inside, that it can not be summarized in words. A pain that resonates from your toes and up to the top of the ceiling. Like the proverbial dry meat, it has filled my mouth with grief and left me utterly speechless. We've lost a lot in losing Uk - a fiery spark full of love and determination; beautiful, smart, inspiring, empathetic and encouraging. Amazing is an attempt to describe you.
Since the loss of you, I’m reminded to live each day and count it a blessing. They say in time it gets easier, I doubt this is true because even after all this time, I still don’t have a clue. I am constantly reminded of you through a phrase, a joke, a gesture, a picture & even an article of clothing. I could still imagine you in that gorgeous gown & wine/oxblood footwear, as you walked into Pharmacy with so much elegance, how we all complimented the outfit and I couldn't take my hands off you (as my manner is) if only I knew that'd be the last fun moment we'd have. You even called me later that day at about 8:31pm, your comely voice and the warm conversation we had left me no clue that'd you'd be gone like a vapour in split minutes. Oh how fleeting life could be!
How unfortunate that grief is the price we pay for love and sometimes love is all we have and it is all that matters. The loss of you is cruel and life doesn't play fair either, but I'd curl up with the warmth through those fond memories. This is hardly a goodbye, because you live on, it's only a transition into the light of God’s glory. You're forever loved, Uk.