Hi Sis

You are missed so much, every day.  14 years and it seems like yesterday we were laughing together.  Your kids are all well. I only see Dennis. But I ask him about the other two. I try to do what I can for them. And your precious grandkids! Oh my gosh they are so special. They bring light and laughter where ever they go. You are in them, I see that.  Valerie loves to hear stories about you, her Grandma, and I tell her stories about her Mom, her Dad, her Uncle. She is a sponge and so smart and pretty , like Keisha. I miss Keisha and Keith. Wish you can give me a clue what I can do to be closer to them, or that they find help to live more fully. And I pray that Dennis's heart stays healthy and he can stay strong for all of them. He's got a huge burden but takes it like one of us. He's an angel on earth. 

May you be in our Mothers arms and may you be free from your demons and be light and calm. You never had a chance the way I see it. I hope your children and grandchildren learn from you. And make their life into what you would desire for them.

Love you DooDoo

C

Hi mommy! I am sorry if you see me spiraling out of control!! I can't seem to understand why I make some of the decisions I do. I know I'm smart and capable of having a loving wonderful life and it's hard to grasp that i am barely starting to open my eyes and take life more seriously. I know my kids need me. I promise the day is coming mom where you will be so proud of me and I can't wait to see you on the other side mom I love you more than words could ever say. Please guide me thru this mess I'm in as well as with this certain individual mom. I need you to show me a sign. Please!! I love you

Your
Angel Baby

That's a beautiful message Keisha. I wish I would have done more to save her, my sister. I wish I understood the disease better.  I try to learn, everyday, because of my sister. I am no closer to seeing why we had to lose her too soon.  It's a tragedy that I will never overcome nor understand.

Val had a beautiful sunset on her day of passing though and of course on Valentines Day we buried her. Red, her favorite color.  Please put a flower for me on her grave until I can come again. I was there on Val's Birthday this year and left a Red Rose.

AC/DC

Mom today marks the day we buried you 12 years ago. I will never ever forget the last time we seen each other. I wish I knew how bad you were struggling. I would've done all I could to help. It hurts because deep down I know you could have been saved. I feel your presence as your trying to guide me down the right path mom. I will continue to do my best and be as strong as you were. I hope there really is a heaven and that I get to see you again. If not then ill see you in dreamland ; )

Hey Sis,

Today was one of the saddest days of my life, next to losing our dear Mother.  12 years ago your daughter called me. After that, it was a blur. I miss you terribly. You will forever be my little-big sister. And yes, now as of your birthday on January 19, you are only one year younger than me! Not so fun when we are older though.  As kids, you loved to tease me about that every year.  So competitive we were!  And very close too. Sisters, in the true sense of the word.

Give Mom a hug and I'm still looking for Mandy, as you asked me to do..... Your eldest son is being quite responsible, adopting his niece, as I did. He's always been family first and very compassionate. Your middle son continues to be smarter than all of us, but alone in his thoughts.  We love and miss him around. Your daughter is you in many ways.....loving, caring, thoughtful, and family centered. But she has her demons, as you did, and we hope she can shake them before they take her. 

She gave us your first grand child, a little tornado named after you!  Lil Val is beautiful, loving, adventurous, sensitive, and always always on the go! Like you as a kid....cautious but daring at the same time.

I wish I could hold you and kiss you one more time.  Our last kiss was so sad. May you rest in peace and know you live on through your kids, granddaughter, and us!

Cindy, your big-little Sis

Mother,
Today you've been gone 11 years and it still seems like yesterday we were together laughing having good times. I know you are watching over all of us down here. We love you and miss you mom......your in our hearts and minds till we meet again.

I cannot believe it has been 10 years Sister since you have passed. You are missed so much I cannot explain. You were my sister, best friend, and confidant. I can only hope that you are hanging with our Mother and finally found your peace. 
You are loved beyond this earth and will forever remain in my heart and soul.
Love,
Your big sis

PS It's Superbowl again today and I remember you every Superbowl...Girls just want to have fun.

Mom, not a single day goes by where I don't think of you. I miss you so much and I know your watching over me daily. May you rest in paradise love your daughter

Just sitting here missing you...you were one of very few people who really understood people and didn't judge.

We miss your beautiful face which was always so youthful and flawless.

Life goes on without you down here. God is still great, drink is still good but life is crazy without you.

You had a place in our hearts this Christmas, same as everyday. Love you sis

You always had so much love and seemed to smile even when our whole world was crumbling down. You would just say hold on and remind everyone that everything was going to be alright.

We all love you so much.

I miss your beautiful smile and encouraging words. So many times we wanted to cry but would laugh instead because of our stupid choices. You always tried to stay positive even in a negative situation.