Tonight sitting here on Christmas Eve with the tree lights on just going back to Dec 24th 1969 you asked me to marry you and gave me this beautiful engagement ring. We were that married in May of the following year, and our lives and our little family our ups and downs , and our two amazing kids that make me proud today. I have come a long way since you left us you and I were suppose to grow old together, but that wasn't in Gods plan. Just want you to know I love you always and have you tucked away in my heart miss you always. Love you

Happy Birthday my dear husband, as always will always love and miss you.

Today is just a week before christmas. Seems so long ago you and I were planning our life together 48 years,imagine that. And you left me 16 years ago. I have struggled a long time But I have made the best of the years, the kids have their own lives now. I still wonder today what our lives would of been today. Would we have that little cabin in the woods by the lake that we always wanted, I still think about that if i could i would have it. Today my mind is just wandering, you asked me to Marry you on christmas eve so long ago. I loved you then and yet today you are tucked in my heart. Merry Christmas I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

Another birthday as come around, this year is much harder for we lost your sister the last one left, every year she waited for me to call her on your day and when I did she would always say I just knew that its me calling before she answered the phone. Then we would talk for a long time and we always ended up crying and cussing you out. Well now she is with you and she always told me she would give her brother a good talking to. So Happy Birthday and I will always forever and Love you.

We have had a rough year, your daughter had a brain tumor she made it, I have our daughter back. Then I had a heart attack. So you see life as knock us down again but we pulled through. Sometimes I feel so alone and still wonder why? We love and miss you. Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday ! Today is also Mothers Day ! We miss and love you always. No matter how much time goes by you are always in my heart.

44 years ago tonight was the night before our Wedding. May 23rd 1970. So long ago but seems just like yesterday. So much time has gone by, all of my dreams and wishes went the day you left us. I was so young and scared of what would be, but I felt so safe with you, we did'nt have much but we had each other,I always thought we would grow old together and after we raised the kids and they left home we would get that cabin in the woods.But things don't go the way we would like, but thats life. So all I can do is say Happy 44th anniversary, I will always love you.

Thinking of you this week, nothing wrong just thinking about what would of been. My B-Day is coming up and just was thinking of past birthdays,you always gave me the best. Well good night

Happy Anniversary! We would of been married 43 years. But our time was cut short. I wish you could see our little family today our little Christopher is not so little can you believe he's 17, our little Nick is taller than me he loves his sports you would be so proud of them in your own way. Your son has two beautiful little kids Trevor is 4, and Brielle she is 2 the sweetest little girl.

Today you would be 70, so Happy Birthday. I thought we had it all, we were suppose to grow old together and find that little house out in the middle of nowhere. But i guess it was'nt meant to be. So today I have my thoughts of years go by.