My sweet little ray of sunshine I miss you so much. I wished I could see your beautiful face but I know one day I will be with you mommy loves you Vicki and miss you so much.

I love you and miss you so much little sister nothing has been the same since you have been gone until we meet again save a place for me ❤️

Love and miss you my little name sake ❤️

3 years ago today I experienced the true meaning of broken hearted, i felt what it was really like to be hurt so bad that I thought I was going to die couldn't breathe couldn't do nothing but cry...tonite I find myself sitting here in tears and feeling all that again...they say time heals ur pain but that's not true! Time only allows u to learn to go on without someone the pain is still there it never leaves! It hurts just as bad if not worse! I can't tell my sister merry Christmas I don't get to see her or make her smile like I was so good at doing! I lost my 1st friend my 1st lil sister my best friend in the world! I can keep her memory alive but its not the same as her being here with us alive! it hurts so bad knowing that her son is growing up without his mom her parents and siblings celebrating her bday without her holidays without her and me being able to get out of the life I was in being the person I am still becoming and she can't be here with me to witness it