I miss you so much auntie Vicky. I love you so much. Miss you so damn much.

Mom. i cant believe how much it hurts to lose u,it hurts every day not to be able to talk to u and hug u and say i love u ,it was so hard seeing u suffer all these years and not being able to help as much as i could ,it also hurt that i never got to say im sorry for speaking to you the way i did when we last talk,i only wish that u forgave me for treating u so unkindly,i know you would have just laugh at me if i said this to u and that u forgive me, well i hope that is what you would have done ,,i will always be thankful that u r my mom and i thank god for giving u as my mom,and thank u for teaching me about cooking ,and other things ,and specially how to look after my kids,u helped me raise them ,so many things that u taught me though the years,,But the best part was to love all people no matter what they did to hurt you or hurt others ,u told me to forgive them sometimes its hard but i pray ..Anyway all i want to do is set this page up so future generations know who u were and how much you were loved and still are and also that you are missed by so many ,but u will never be forgotten ,,I MISS U MOM SO MUCH,,I LOVE YOU AND I WILL NEVER FORGET U ,,,LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS

I miss you so much kokum , no words can explain how much I love and wish you were still here , but I know your up there looking down at me accomplish my goals watching succeed in life, also watching me go thru struggles and heartache but you kno me I'll always be okay' if there was a way I could bring you back I would do it in a heartbeat I'm glad you got to see my babies before you left, you waited to see Ashton then you passed away, me and my kids will always love you and you will always be in our hearts and you will never be forgotten , you were a big part of my life , I always used to go to your place every weekend to bake cookies or bannock or anything that we could you taught me how to make a lot of things , you spoiled us kids so much,used to help you move into your places and shovel your side walk so you wouldn't have to do it, you sometimes didn't want us to help you out so much because you always said you could do it on your own I think we were just making you feel old lol oh geeze reminiscing about old times breaks my heart I wish I could have did a lot more to help you I think all of think the same I wish you were still here ... Boys are getting so big already trying to talk .. Ashton is slowly getting there but you probably already know that, your in a good place kokum no more achy bones no more smokes no more bullshit you gotta put up with and defientaly no more doctors , I love you kokum always and forever <3 we will be together when my time is up!