and every time I look at my daughter it has a smile on my face because she looks so much like my mom.. if I just had one wish that wish would be that I could spend one day with my mother to tell her how much I love her see her beautiful smile do you hear her sweet voice to feel her kiss on my cheek. And also did fill her warm hugs. I would also tell her I'm sorry for not being there when she needed someone. I will tell her I'm sorry for moving all the way to South Carolina.. and I also regret not calling her everyday just to check on her just to tell her I love her and miss her.. that's something I'm going to have to live with for the rest of my life that will haunt me for the rest of my life.. now she is a beautiful angel in heaven.. I love u momma and miss you so much. ( This is the other part of what I wrote ) 

my mother is someone I'm going to miss until the time god calls me home.. my mother had such a beautiful smile I just loved everything about my momma.. I miss her voice i miss her telling me I love u for eternity and I would say no forever lol then I would tell her ok momma u win... My momma was an amazing person people that don't even know my momma  fell in love with her.. she just had something in her that people loved.. she has touched so many people.. I just wish I could turn things back and get my momma  back.. she still had a life to live but it ended soon too soon.. I guess God wanted his Angel back home.. he needed her more up there then down here on Earth. It's still hard for me to get over this the loss of my mother my best friend my heart.