21 years...and nothing has changed...you’re still gone, and I still don’t understand. I wonder where the years have gone by, but yet it feels like yesterday. I put a smile on my face and try to remember the good, but it’s so difficult for it not to be tainted by your decisions and selfishness. I miss you every day. I look at Kylie and wonder how you could choose to leave me. I guess I will never know. I love you forever. xo