Happy 30th Birthday Vivi i still talk to our friends and new friends about you as if I just saw you yesterday. I hope you’re watching over me and all your friends and family. The 30!! I know you’re up there dancing your ass off as you should!!! Save me a spot next you as well as a drink, our 100th birthday we will celebrate together! I love you and miss you endlessly

I thought of you today and I wondered how things may have been had I been around... I suppose it’s silly to imagine... I do think about you and wonder many things❤️ Just thinking out loud at the moment... sweet baby girl you will never be forgotten ❤️

Hi my baby Vivian... I’m sorry it’s been awhile for me to write you on here. I talk to you so much knowing/feeling you can hear me so I get lost for words on here.
I MISS YOU more then you could ever imagine and I LOVE YOU more then words can say Not a second Not a minute Not a day goes by that I don’t long for your beautiful smile, your ridiculous jokes, your laugh, I even miss you walking around barefoot and leaving blk foot prints everywhere your silly questions and your innocent little mind and your loving caring ways... I miss you Vivian I need you and I love you so much

What's up Vivi:)? I want to let you know I always be thinking about you. I know you are up there looking down right now telling me to take my ass to bed so ima keep this short and sweet lol. Remember, when we went kayaking and got yelled at for partying on that guys dock n boat?? Lol and you said "oh shut up we look better on this boat anyway" and i was acting like I was driving it. We are fools I miss you beautiful and want you to know I will always and forever stop in and write you. I promise you I'll start doing better and get my shit together. Till next time Vivi, much love and respect to you. Goodnight my angel

Happy birthday baby.....  I just know you and I would have celebrated by drinking a bottle of Rõse and not in a glass but out of the bottle..... I suppose we still can. Cheers baby girl. You are much loved and if you can just send some comfort your mama's way, she needs it.....  keep dancing sweet thing.

Hi my Vivian.... “Happy 26th Birthday”

Hi Vivian,
Its been awhile since I last left a note, I know today is a particularly difficult day for your mother, please comfort her in any way you can. She misses you so much, everyone loves you and misses you and we will always remember the amazing person you are and you will never be forgotten. We love you beautiful.
Love always,
Your older but much shorter aunty Victoria

Hi beautiful. I know I haven’t been on here in a while but I still think about you everyday. I just got back from China & all I could think of was how much you would have had out there. I know today makes two years since you been gone but I still wait for you to FaceTime or call me & say it was a lie.... I miss you so much Viv. I hope heaven is better than the real world. I miss you & love you lady

Hey babe, sorry I haven’t talked to you in some time I’ve been going thru some rough times wishing you were around to talk to. I miss you so much doll! You impacted my life in such a beautiful way and I appreciate everything about you. Send me a message babe so I know it’s you. Ttyl muah!!

Hi Vivian... I miss you so much. I think of you every day. Sometimes I laugh, sometimes I cry.
I know you're with your dad now and I feel much better knowing you have one another. Me and your uncle Anthony had a memory lane crying moment today... Bitter Sweet baby...
Laughing at you always wanting candy when you were so little and the methods he would go through to get it for you :) We all miss you so much Vivian, if you can comfort your uncle and let him know you're there it would help him. He's having another baby and if he has a little girl hes going to name her "Vivianna" after you :) I love you my baby girl... I know one day I will get the chance to hug you again <3 Love You more then words can say

Spring is near and I imagine you would love hanging out with me in Phoenix and swimming and BBQing at the house, sipping wine and listening to music..... I imagine that's what you are doing now.

Thinking of you ........

Merry Christmas Vivian. You are missed terribly this Holiday season.
I Love and Miss You more then words can express <3

Merry Christmas baby girl.....

Hi My Beautiful
I think of you everyday. Hard for me to get on this little page, sometimes I just want to convince myself that you're still out there somewhere and you're going to pull up and tell me this was all a bad dream.I know in my heart you will always be with me and my memories keep you close. I just miss you so very much and wish I could just have one more minute with you.So much has changed and so many things I want to share with you.
I am still trying to learn to adjust and no matter how supportive everyone tries to be or what anyone says... This never gets any easier.
I Love You Vivian and I hope Heaven is better then anyone here could ever imagine :)

Vivian I love you so much. I remember our last phone call we ever had a week before you left us and I actually had chills while I was talking to you because for some reason that phone call I had to tell you how much you meant to me and how you were like a sister to me always so positive and always had a smile on your face. I was spilling my heart out to you for no reason at all but I guess my heart just felt that your beautiful self needed to know what an impact you have in my life. . And you know we never ever got deep like that we were always just goofing around. So I am greatfull that I was able to let you know how much I truly love you. You are my angel and everyone's angel. I was listening to the radio and was hoping
To hear your song as a sign but I know you are here and would never want to see me cry so for you I will be strong .. you are just the kindest soul. Love you forever and ever beautiful !!!!

Happy Birthday sweet potato.... I'm sure heaven has a dance floor for you and a radio station with your name on it❤

Happy birthday Vivian!! I'm sure you are enjoying your birthday today.. We love and miss u so much.

To our beautiful baby girl,we all love you and miss you.Our birthday is coming and I will celebrate for you too.Every year its still our birthday together.you are blessed and with God, A beautiful Angel .I will continue to send you hugs,kisses and love through Jesus Christ our savior. God bless you honey,love grandma and family❤

Hi My Beautiful
It's been a year now and I still struggle tremendously trying to accept that you are no longer here. I know your bothers and sister miss you and struggle with you not being here as well. I know you're here and if you could send them love to help comfort their broken hearts, I know it will help them. I try to be strong for Edd but he struggles so much Vivian. We miss you more then words can say. We all Love you so very much.
You're 25th Birthday is coming up :) I hope you and your Dad, Grandma Angelina, Grandpa Alviso and Carmen dance the night away.
I Love You so very much with all my heart <3

Hi, beautiful, its been a year now, and it still doesn't get any easier for your mama, she misses you more than you could ever imagine, I feel so sad because there is no way to make her better. Please just keep watching over her and if you can show her a sign to let her know you are alright. I sit here with my daughter and it makes me sad that she only got to be held by you once, I know she would have loved you so much, your mom always says the way she acts reminds her of you. I love you Vivi no one will ever forget you.

It's been a year now and the tears still fall from eyes, hearts are still broken and questions are still asked..... please comfort your mama and your brothers and sister. They love you dearly and they need to feel you and know that you are happy. You will never be forgotten❤

Here we all are, moving with the day and sleeping at night always thinking always wondering always wishing always missing you and always wanting to hear or see any signs you have left us. Looking up at the night sky to see a bright star and wondering if you are looking back, laying on the beach and feeling the warmth of the summer sun and wondering if you can feel it too, playing a song and smiling at the thought that you are singing along with me too. I didn't get to know you but I feel like I know you so well, I feel an energy around me that I've never felt before and I feel a sense of love I've never given and I know it's from you. I know your mama misses you dearly and she has cried many of rivers for you, I know if you could you would walk right up to her and hug her tight and tell her you love her, you would probably be smiling and telling her not to cry. It's coming up to almost a year and I know your mama needs to know that you are ok, please send her a sign so she can have a moment of peace .... you are a special angel and you will never be forgotten...

It's almost a year Viv....... it's crazy how I'm yet still waiting to hear from you. It's driving me insane & I don't know what to do. I pray for you every night & I think about you everyday. I look at my tattoo that I got for you & it still has yet sink in that you're no longer here. I miss you so damn much.

Hey lil lady, summertime is here and I'm not sure but I imagine it was probably your favorite time of year, doing yoga or laying in the sun. People really love you and miss you, but you know this already. Maybe you can send your mom a sign that you miss her too, she loves you and I know she hurts for you.  Down the road and up the hill baby girl.....

I Love You Vivian and Miss You so Very Much....
I'd give anything just to have you back for just one minute <3

Hi Vivian
I Love you and Miss you so very much <3 I know one day I will see you again but in the mean-time, I hurt for you everyday and would give anything to have you here, even if it was just for one minute, to hug you and say I Love You just one more time. I'm sorry I break down and cry a lot, I try to be the strong mother you can be proud of...But, My Heart wont let me. Everyday I feel as though I'm missing something. I check my pockets, my purse, I stop and look around and then you come into my mind and I realize, its you that's missing and I don't know that the feeling will ever go away or that the hole in my heart will ever begin to close. I Love you Vivian with all my heart

I miss you so much

Hey pretty girl, I was just reminiscing about old times, I remember when Jennifer, and all of you guys came over to help my mom when she bought her house. We had bugs and everyone was scared so we all laid in my bed and told funny stories. You were so funny, i'll never forget the story about the guy you said was trying to look cool with his car and was hitting his hydraulics so hard he popped his tires! I nearly peed my pants when you told that story. I love you pretty girl and I hope your doing great, and watching over your momma cuz she still needs you very much.

Vivi.. I heard your voice for the first time in 8 months... Lisa sent it to me. Not going to lie, it hurt hearing your voicemail & not being able to call you. But it also felt so good to hear your upbeat voice that I miss so much. I miss you Viv

Morning Vivian, I wish I could send you a candle bright enough to lead
you back to me. I miss you so much. I Love You <3

I just opened up a nice bottle of chardonnay and I'm about to pour myself a glass and I was just thinking about how cool it would be if you were here with me sipping chardonnay at 11am with me... but I guess you are here so I will pour 2 glasses, 1 for me and 1 for you .... cheers baby girl... xoxo

Hi Vivian... Today's date is always hard on me. The 19th of the month comes around and I fight within myself not to spend the day crying, I must admit and I'm sure you know... The surprise I recently received has made a tremendous difference, Thank You Vivian <3 I miss you so much and still have trouble accepting that you're an Angel in heaven now...I want you here with everyone who loves you. I want you here because I miss you and love you so much and it's so hard to live without you. I still find myself racing up to little Lexus cars hoping it's going to be you inside, look out the window when I hear a car and hope it's you pulling up, listening to your voice on my vm hoping you're out there somewhere and waiting for you to come home. Wishful thinking, the broken heart of a mother... Love You Vivian

It's been 7 months Viv... 7 months since I last seen you, talked to you, laughed with you... it's been too long & im lost without you. I been needing you. I hope you're safe and happy in heaven.. i wanna tell you everything that has been going on since you been gone. But I know one day I'll tell you all about it and you're gonna laugh your ass off. Please continue to look over us. I love you!

Morning Vivian... Today I woke up sad, missing you.
Wishing you were here with us. Just miss you so very much.
I Love You

Happy Valentines Day Vivian <3
I Miss you and Love You so very much... I have a new song for you.
I think of you everyday and today I wanted you to pull up in your little car, wearing pink, candy hearts and chocolate strawberries in hand. I am trying so hard to adjust my life without you here. Losing you is the hardest thing I'll ever have to deal with in my life... I would trade anything in this world just to see you and hug you for one minute more, just one minute... I LOVE YOU my funny, crazy, little daughter..
You're Always gonna be my Valentine... (remember that?)
Love <3
mom

P.S.
I don't know why the
date says 15 it's Tuesday 14th

I miss you so much Vivi. I hope you're new home has everything you've ever wanted. You came into my dreams last night & all we did was laugh & sing in the car haha. I wish that dream was real though. I miss you so much. I love you!!!!

Happy Valentines Day Sweetheart

I Miss You Vivian... I Love You Very Much and wish you were here

Hi viv it's wowenzo its taking me a long time to be able to accept you not being here all the fun times we had you were more like my bf then my niece. I know your in a better place but selfishly of me i want you back here nobody could make a bad situation good like you could your personality your smile your duck lips when there were dudes around you liked. Lol....i just miss you i thankyou for the huge impact you had on my life for introducing me to olivia to helping me get through those tough times when i moved there and my life was bad you and your mom did a lot for me ill never forget you and cant wait to see you again someday.i love you viv

It's raining today. Made me laugh remembering whenever it rained on a school day, you always wanted to stay home. I miss the days when you were all little. I was sick for a couple weeks and I have been so used to you being there and taking care of me :( I miss you and your corny jokes and the way you always tried to be strong and positive for all of us no matter what the situation was, I just miss you so badly. I'm sorry I break down and cry, I'm not as strong as I used to be BUT my Love for you will ALWAYS be as strong as ever. I Love You Vivian :(

Hey beautiful, Happy New Year!! Everyone loves and misses you. I hope all is well with you! I'm making some cookies and was thinking of you! Love you!

Hey girl hey!!! Happy New Year! I hope you enjoyed New Gears in your new home. My great grandma passed away this morning, so if you see her please give her a big hug and kiss from me. I miss you. It's a new year but I'll never forget you. I text your momma from time to time. I told you I'll have your families back in times when you can't. Well gotta go. I love you so much Vivi. Smile down on us please

Love you cupcake.... it's a new year here on this earth, I bet you are celebrating a new life in your new world. The music must be nice and the company has to be great since you're there.... don't forget to smile down on us from time to time. Xoxo... love you sweet stuff

Merry Christmas Beautiful. I hope you baked for all your new and old friends up there. It's hard for everyone to enjoy because you're not here with us. But I know you're dancing your butt off up there and singing Mariah Carey Christmas songs lol I love you and miss you

Merry Christmas Vivian... I missed you being here. I know you had a great Christmas with your dad and the many relatives who are there with you:) I know it's selfish of me to want you here but I miss you terribly and wish you were. I Love You so very much. I miss you more then words can say....

Hi beautiful! I miss you everyday. I got so much to tell you! But I know I'll see you soon so I'll just tell you when I see you.... is it weird that I'm still waiting to get a call or text from you? I see your name in my phone & on snapchat & I just wanna call you... I hope you like your new home. I'm pretty sure you have your benz & like 10 little Yorkies lol

The holidays are here and the new year is fast approaching us... I read all of the beautiful messages everyone leaves and it warms my heart to know how much you are loved. I know you are able to see and hear us, I know you miss what you've left behind and everyone misses you too. I hope you are dancing to a happy song and that your new rhythm in life is always upbeat, an endless beat of happiness and innocence. I bet your smile lights up heaven like an sunrise on a warm summer morning and I know your laughter is like that of a child laughing at seeing her reflection for the first time... I can only imagine how much everyone loves you in your new home but don't forget us down here and please be sure and blow some kisses down to your mama and always let the sun on your mother's skin be a reminder of your sweet embrace on her... she needs that... we love you more than cake and we miss you like crazy... keep the party going baby because we shall all meet up again soon, you can dance and I'll be the DJ.....

Hi Vivian... I miss you. Holidays are here and they're just not the same without you. I keep waiting for you to show up with the most expensive wrapping paper you could find lol. I missed you so much on Thanksgiving. I'm so used to you telling me every year how much you don't like turkey. I just miss you, Vivian. I wish you were here. I'm sorry you see me cry so much, I just haven't quite learned to accept this yet.
I Love You <3

I hope there was a big Thanksgiving in your new home and I hope you baked so much food..... I know your mama and brothers and sisters love and miss you silly girl.... we all love you and I'm sure you know that.... you are missed baby girl....