- 23 years old
- Date of birth: Aug 28, 1992
- Date of passing: Aug 19, 2016
|Let the memory of Vivianna be with us forever|
"I just opened up a nice bottle of chardonnay and I'm about to pour myself a glass and I was just thinking about how cool it would be if you were here with me sipping chardonnay at 11am with me... but I guess you are here so I will pour 2 glasses, 1 for me and 1 for you .... cheers baby girl... xoxo"
"Hi Vivian... Today's date is always hard on me. The 19th of the month comes around and I fight within myself not to spend the day crying, I must admit and I'm sure you know... The surprise I recently received has made a tremendous difference, Thank You Vivian <3 I miss you so much and still have trouble accepting that you're an Angel in heaven now...I want you here with everyone who loves you. I want you here because I miss you and love you so much and it's so hard to live without you. I still find myself racing up to little Lexus cars hoping it's going to be you inside, look out the window when I hear a car and hope it's you pulling up, listening to your voice on my vm hoping you're out there somewhere and waiting for you to come home. Wishful thinking, the broken heart of a mother... Love You Vivian"
"It's been 7 months Viv... 7 months since I last seen you, talked to you, laughed with you... it's been too long & im lost without you. I been needing you. I hope you're safe and happy in heaven.. i wanna tell you everything that has been going on since you been gone. But I know one day I'll tell you all about it and you're gonna laugh your ass off. Please continue to look over us. I love you!"
"Morning Vivian... Today I woke up sad, missing you.
Wishing you were here with us. Just miss you so very much.
I Love You"
"I miss you so much Vivi. I hope you're new home has everything you've ever wanted. You came into my dreams last night & all we did was laugh & sing in the car haha. I wish that dream was real though. I miss you so much. I love you!!!!"
"Happy Valentines Day Vivian <3
I Miss you and Love You so very much... I have a new song for you.
I think of you everyday and today I wanted you to pull up in your little car, wearing pink, candy hearts and chocolate strawberries in hand. I am trying so hard to adjust my life without you here. Losing you is the hardest thing I'll ever have to deal with in my life... I would trade anything in this world just to see you and hug you for one minute more, just one minute... I LOVE YOU my funny, crazy, little daughter..
You're Always gonna be my Valentine... (remember that?)
I don't know why the
date says 15 it's Tuesday 14th"
"Happy Valentines Day Sweetheart"
"I Miss You Vivian... I Love You Very Much and wish you were here"
"Hi viv it's wowenzo its taking me a long time to be able to accept you not being here all the fun times we had you were more like my bf then my niece. I know your in a better place but selfishly of me i want you back here nobody could make a bad situation good like you could your personality your smile your duck lips when there were dudes around you liked. Lol....i just miss you i thankyou for the huge impact you had on my life for introducing me to olivia to helping me get through those tough times when i moved there and my life was bad you and your mom did a lot for me ill never forget you and cant wait to see you again someday.i love you viv"
"It's raining today. Made me laugh remembering whenever it rained on a school day, you always wanted to stay home. I miss the days when you were all little. I was sick for a couple weeks and I have been so used to you being there and taking care of me :( I miss you and your corny jokes and the way you always tried to be strong and positive for all of us no matter what the situation was, I just miss you so badly. I'm sorry I break down and cry, I'm not as strong as I used to be BUT my Love for you will ALWAYS be as strong as ever. I Love You Vivian :("
"Hey beautiful, Happy New Year!! Everyone loves and misses you. I hope all is well with you! I'm making some cookies and was thinking of you! Love you!"
"Hey girl hey!!! Happy New Year! I hope you enjoyed New Gears in your new home. My great grandma passed away this morning, so if you see her please give her a big hug and kiss from me. I miss you. It's a new year but I'll never forget you. I text your momma from time to time. I told you I'll have your families back in times when you can't. Well gotta go. I love you so much Vivi. Smile down on us please"
"Love you cupcake.... it's a new year here on this earth, I bet you are celebrating a new life in your new world. The music must be nice and the company has to be great since you're there.... don't forget to smile down on us from time to time. Xoxo... love you sweet stuff"
"Merry Christmas Vivian... I missed you being here. I know you had a great Christmas with your dad and the many relatives who are there with you:) I know it's selfish of me to want you here but I miss you terribly and wish you were. I Love You so very much. I miss you more then words can say...."
"Merry Christmas Beautiful. I hope you baked for all your new and old friends up there. It's hard for everyone to enjoy because you're not here with us. But I know you're dancing your butt off up there and singing Mariah Carey Christmas songs lol I love you and miss you"
"Hi beautiful! I miss you everyday. I got so much to tell you! But I know I'll see you soon so I'll just tell you when I see you.... is it weird that I'm still waiting to get a call or text from you? I see your name in my phone & on snapchat & I just wanna call you... I hope you like your new home. I'm pretty sure you have your benz & like 10 little Yorkies lol"
"The holidays are here and the new year is fast approaching us... I read all of the beautiful messages everyone leaves and it warms my heart to know how much you are loved. I know you are able to see and hear us, I know you miss what you've left behind and everyone misses you too. I hope you are dancing to a happy song and that your new rhythm in life is always upbeat, an endless beat of happiness and innocence. I bet your smile lights up heaven like an sunrise on a warm summer morning and I know your laughter is like that of a child laughing at seeing her reflection for the first time... I can only imagine how much everyone loves you in your new home but don't forget us down here and please be sure and blow some kisses down to your mama and always let the sun on your mother's skin be a reminder of your sweet embrace on her... she needs that... we love you more than cake and we miss you like crazy... keep the party going baby because we shall all meet up again soon, you can dance and I'll be the DJ....."
"Hi Vivian... I miss you. Holidays are here and they're just not the same without you. I keep waiting for you to show up with the most expensive wrapping paper you could find lol. I missed you so much on Thanksgiving. I'm so used to you telling me every year how much you don't like turkey. I just miss you, Vivian. I wish you were here. I'm sorry you see me cry so much, I just haven't quite learned to accept this yet.
I Love You <3"
"I hope there was a big Thanksgiving in your new home and I hope you baked so much food..... I know your mama and brothers and sisters love and miss you silly girl.... we all love you and I'm sure you know that.... you are missed baby girl...."
"Hi my beautiful friend. Happy Thanksgiving!! I think about you everyday but today I thought about you so much more, thank you for being such a wonderful soul. I hope you had a wonderful thanksgiving up there in heaven & partied with your dad! Watch over me while I'm on the bike! I love you Vivi, goodnight"
"Happy Thanksgiving Vivian.... I have your favorite Lemon cake:) I hope you have a great day and are singing, humming and dancing and you always do. I miss you so badly and Love you so much. I keep waiting for you to come walking in the door.. "Hiiiii Mommuh" I miss that. So many places and songs remind me of you. Some make me sad, some make me laugh, some make me smile but still bring tears to my eyes.Today, I'll take comfort in knowing that you are eating with the Lord, Your Grandparents your Daddy. I Love You Vivian, Always..."
"Hi my friend... I guess this is the only place i have somewhat to talk to you... I miss you Vivi. It's been hard, really hard. I talk about you on the daily on how much of a beautiful person you were inside and out. I hope you're dancing your butt off in heaven"
"It's a late Thursday night here in Arizona and it's raining outside and I've been thinking alot about you and your mom. I know you have your new home now and you have and endless supply of happiness and laughter, you are probably always making everyone smile by telling them some silly jokes and you're probably making everyone cupcakes... it's really hard for everyone to accept your gone and I know your mom carries this pain around with her and I was wondering if maybe you could sprinkle down some happiness onto her and everyone else who is missing you... you are missed and loved sweetheart....."
"I miss you so much"
"Yesterday marked your two month anniversary of your new life in Heaven… Even knowing that your happy and safe just somehow doesn't stop me from thinking selfishly and wanted you back here with me. With everyone who loves you. I Miss You so very much… I still haven't quite figured out how to live without you. I can't say that I will ever figure that part out. But you will always live on in my heart. I Love You so much…. I miss you terribly…"
"Dearest sweet Vivi.. I have trouble accepting the fact that you're gone, so I won't. It'll be like we went for awhile without seeing each other. But I can understand why god wanted you close to him, because you truly were an angel on earth. I love you. I miss you"
"Just thinking of you Vivi.. I cried a little bit on my way to work. I was just thinking of you and how much your mom misses you. It just broke my heart .. I see my girls everyday and your mom cant see your beautiful smile.. She is the strongest person I know.. I'd have fallen apart and she stays strong.. We miss you.. Beautiful girl."
"I come here and listen to the music and see your pictures and I imagine you smiling and happy and just so carefree. Your mama loves you so much and we try and keep her strong but she misses you..... maybe you can let her know you are happy and in return she can find some peace. You are loved angel....."
"I Love You Vivian...I miss you so very much."
"I Miss You so much Vivian.... I Love You my beautiful baby girl.
I would give my life just to see you one more time. <3"
"Vivi... is it crazy that I'm still waiting for that text or call from you? I've seen you in my dreams a few times & I try to talk to you but all you do is smile.. I miss you so much. People ask me about you & idk what to say.. I look up at the sunset every day because I know how much you loved these California sunsets. I would do anything just to have you back here with me. I love you boothang!"
"Well Vivian, we all still are thinking of you and missing you. Your mom misses you so much. Please give her strength she needs you. I keep a photo of you with me at my work desk. Everyone says your absolutely beautiful of course you already know that. Just thinking of you Vivian love you."
"Thinking about you...... I only hope you know how much everyone loves you. Dance baby girl dance and sing so loud that we hear you in our hearts. Kisses and hugs for my beautiful baby girl."
"I miss you so much Vivian. I don't know how to live without you. They say time will make things easier but time only brings more sadness as reality sets in day to day... Your smile, Your singing and dancing around the house, The way you would always ask me how you looked before you left the house, Getting our nails done together, Forcing you to watch a movie with me and Chris, All the late night talks followed by junk food galore... I Love You with all my heart and would give anything to have you back for one minute...Just to hug you and tell you I Love You one more time....
I hope you are singing and dancing for the angels my crazy girl..."
"It's been 20 days since you've been gone and I only know that right now we are all in pain and we all miss you. I know your mama is hurting and your brothers and sister wish you were here. I only know that everyone has to pick up the pieces and sometimes those pieces are heavy, I only know I'm trying to help your mama deal with her sadness and I only know I wish I could make god give you back. Vivian it's been 20 days since this earth has heard your laugh and felt your love. 20 days of sadness and crying. I wish I could give your mama just one more minute with you, I wish I could erase the pain. There will be better days and there will be new memories but you will never be forgotten and your memory shall shine bright in all of our hearts forever and ever. This has been a tough day for your mama vivian. Please guide her, not only today but everyday."
"I lay this flower down for you Vivian, you left us to soon.. I wondered if the angels were that lonely.. Couldn't they suffice for anybody else.. But I guess Heaven needed another beautiful angel. You may not be with us on Earth anymore.. But you will live on in our hearts.. We will never let your memory fade.. Until I see you again, in my heart is where I'll keep you Vivian.. I love you. Please rest in peace.."
"HI HON-NAE AUNTY HEATHER LOVES YOU BEAUTIFUL ALWAYS"
"How can one describe life or death, how do we define it? How can we capture beauty once it has been stolen? You see life isn't much without death and beauty can never truly be stolen. Vivian shouldn't be defined by her death but by her life and how much beauty she blessed this world with. Vivian has stolen pieces of us all and we need to allow her beauty and life to fill those pieces to ease the pain and to forever carry that love that she was so full of. Time isn't a healer, time doesn't take away the pain, time only allows us to decide how heavy the pain will be from day to day. A memory isn't just a memory, it is a moment that lives in our heads and hearts, it is a blessing that we have to carry us through till we meet again. A picture of Viviana's face painted on our hearts forever, a funny moment, a silly song, a corny joke, it's all ours to do with as we please, we can laugh, we can cry and we can live knowing that her Beauty hasn't been stolen by death. Vivian you will dance and sing forever in our hearts and minds and our souls will one day dance together forever....."
"As your favorite uncle i will keep you and our memories in my heart and will never let your memory fade...I love you to death and i will forever miss you...You were and always will be my everything and just know your favorite uncle loves you...ANTHONY CARMONA SR"
"Vivianna will always be in our hearts,i shared the same birthday with her,our favorite color was pink and we both loved junk food.she was always happy and loved everyone,i was always her grandma vicki,she always said,your so small grandma,i said shoot your just big,yes she was big in her heart and big on love.Always i will love her and miss her,God bless you our baby"
"You will be loved and missed we all will remember you forever"
"The world will forever have just a little less sunshine. Vivianna was such a beautiful soul and she leaves a gaping hole in so many hearts. Together we will get through but we will never get over. Rip Sprinkle... Auntie Hippie
'She was never crazy, she just didn't let her heart settle in a cage
She was born wild and sometimes we need people like her
For its the horrors in her heart which cause the flame in ours
and she was always willing to burn for everything she ever loved'
"This candle is for you, although your smile is bright enough to lead the way...
I Love You Vivian"
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