Hi Dad,
I just wanted you know I was thinking of you today. I've had the wonderful experience of taking the family down to FL for a summer trip - kinda like the one we used to do when I was a youth. Its been so good seeing my extended family all doing well - in addition to seeing the new generation of us Bugejas enjoying the same wonderful experiences you and mom provided when we were young.
Its such a great feeling to be a Dad. I see so much life in Zoey. It doesn't matter where we are or what that little girl has gotten into, when I hold that child tight as she smiles bigger than the sky, I just know the joy I feel has to be the same joy you had when you held Brooklyn, Josh, Nick and I. My face used to light up as bright as that little girl's, just embracing the joyous moment we are sharing together. I finally feel that same father love you have always had for us and its such a wonderful feeling. I always know when I'm with the kids you are always right by my side basking in the love we are feeling.
Today we took the family to see the New Lion King film. It reminded me when Grandma took us to the original one when Josh and I were 10. It was so nice to see the girls having fun, experiencing the same joy we used to. I will say I teared up though when Simba got to the part of losing his dad; each time I heard the Voice of Mufasa speak to give comfort to Simba I felt as if you were the one speaking. I was really glad the theater was dark because the tears were starting to come up. I just really miss you Dad.
On a side note - You'd be excited to hear Josh is doing well with his Work Out and staying active in weight training - and Nick is doing awesome with his I.T Job as a lead programmer. As for me - I'm in a transitional stage in my life but I know we are moving in a positive direction. This next year I plan on getting back in to my physical regiment, while also fully embracing new promotion opportunities as I continue to excel and grow. I still don't know what the future holds, but one's things for certain, I'm following the Four Rules you shared:
1. Always have someone to Love - you have to have people in your life you love and care for.
2. Always have something to do - it doesn't matter if you're a carpenter or the President, you have to have purpose in your life and the roles you play.
3. Always have something to strive for - its not good enough to just being - you have to set life goals you want to accomplish and STRIVE for them.
4. and last, Always have something to look forward to - this can be a simple trip you are excited about going on, or it can be a small thing like the release of a new movie, but always find the joy of what is about to happen.
As you used to say "you can have anything you want in this world, just not at the same time"
We miss you Dad - more than you will ever know. Thank you for our quiet talks. Even now I know you are always listening. Love you always, Jason