to my "lovie" I keep hearing you say 'choose peace, practice kindness' I KNOW you are everywhere in LIGHT and LOVE. but and.. our pattern of gatherings from several times a week to a minimum of monthly in person time together, will be a time that I will dedicate to more quiet, more connected to the UNIVERSE, earth, human beings, and sentient beings, thru the FIELD deep in my belly between the kidneys back to creation.. WE GO ! We may not be together in form .. but we ARE FOREVER 2gether IN "CONTENT". You my lovie will never die! I hear your words, I feel you in my heart. every day: I spend several hours in deep practice pouring good information, from the micro to the macro and beyond, so it came so natural to pour this QI FIELD BABY all over you during your last few years and this week in your transition; and at the hospital.. I am proud to have known such a beautiful man.. and I adore our story of transformation, all our travels, workshops, gatherings, parties, massages, and all the outreach we did! such a divine purpose, giggles, tears, and awakening.. WITH such appreciation for all the service to others (was such a gift to self).. we all shared!!!, which in turn has made me who I am in spite of having my life totally vanish to a new quiet monastic life you stayed with me every step of the way! and I my dear LOVE am with YOU every step of the way.. I SEE YOU in the divine light of the candle I have lit for you. I see you in the big blue sky... so vast! so Clear so PURE ! love you! beyond the beyond kelli