March 1, 2022
March 1, 2022
I still have a difficult time believing that your gone. I grieve for you everyday. My heart aches to see your face, hear your voice. I expect you to come home or to call me just to say mom I’m okay and that I love you. You were the joy in my life, the bright spot in my day. There is no love like that between a mother and her son. No one or nothing can replace that love. Your left with this breath taking pain that consumes you on most days I will until the day that the lord calls me home, long to see you, hear your voice. To put my arms around you hug you tight and tell you that everything is going to be okay. I still expect you to come home at night and see you in the morning. I never thought I would be able to make it this far without you I try to keep your memory here with us especially with your sweet baby girl (Kensley). She loves to think that she’s a prankster just like you. She will ask me “nan did my daddy do this and I’m I like him”. I’m afraid as time goes bye her memories of
You will fade away. I talk to her everyday about you and how silly you were and the things you did as a child and as you grew up. I will forever speak your name tell her stories of you. To keep those memories with her. I tell her about you taking her fishing and that she would always catch a fish no matter how big or small that fish was you always brought It home so she could show me and her pawpaw. She loves to think she’s like her daddy. She will tell me Nan the older I get the more like my daddy I look. I will forever miss my baby, long for
Your presence in my life I never thought I would grow old without you. That I would not see you go through your life to grow and change as you become a adult, a daddy and so much more. I know that I will rejoice one day as I stand before God and see
You on the other side waiting with arms wide open. Your spirit will forever be in my heart. I think of you everyday I miss you more than words can say I love you beyond infinity. You know my Angel there was a time that I also wanted to leave this world that I could not let go of my child that a mother is not suppose to bury her child that it’s suppose to be the other way around. I came close to leaving this world I didn’t know how to live life without my child. I’m blessed to be here for your daughter. I love her so much. She’s growing up now she’s a teenager I know it’s hard to believe. I cherish her she’s all I have of you. I love you my sweet baby and miss you so very much. Until we meet again my Angel I will forever speak your name. “Bubba” fly high my darling Rest In Peace no one can hurt you anymore.
You will fade away. I talk to her everyday about you and how silly you were and the things you did as a child and as you grew up. I will forever speak your name tell her stories of you. To keep those memories with her. I tell her about you taking her fishing and that she would always catch a fish no matter how big or small that fish was you always brought It home so she could show me and her pawpaw. She loves to think she’s like her daddy. She will tell me Nan the older I get the more like my daddy I look. I will forever miss my baby, long for
Your presence in my life I never thought I would grow old without you. That I would not see you go through your life to grow and change as you become a adult, a daddy and so much more. I know that I will rejoice one day as I stand before God and see
You on the other side waiting with arms wide open. Your spirit will forever be in my heart. I think of you everyday I miss you more than words can say I love you beyond infinity. You know my Angel there was a time that I also wanted to leave this world that I could not let go of my child that a mother is not suppose to bury her child that it’s suppose to be the other way around. I came close to leaving this world I didn’t know how to live life without my child. I’m blessed to be here for your daughter. I love her so much. She’s growing up now she’s a teenager I know it’s hard to believe. I cherish her she’s all I have of you. I love you my sweet baby and miss you so very much. Until we meet again my Angel I will forever speak your name. “Bubba” fly high my darling Rest In Peace no one can hurt you anymore.