Dad,
As the days come and go, and the night's pass...your always on my mind and that's a fact! When mom and I went to see your brothers, nieces and nephews it was so hard especially when I seen Uncle Rick....if his hair was dark like yours and he had your pretty blue eyes he would have looked just like you dad......that was hard...but I know you seen me be strong and not cry...however my heart kept breaking. I know you are up in heaven watching over all of us...keeping us all safe. It's still hard dad to cook the meals I knew you loved and enjoyed, but I do it and remember the times you would come in the kitchen and tell me how you wanted your meat, or to tell me it smelled good. Dad as the days pass it hasn't gotten any easier, I cannot grasp why ppl say it will because it hasn't yet! Dad, I know you seen me crying the night before your birthday when I was looking at pictures of you and playing songs that reminded me of you. I try not to cry in front of anyone, but it's hard to hold in the tears sometimes.....but I do it because I know you wouldn't want us crying for you because you're in a better place without the pain and suffering. Dad, I know you know who is the right person for me....I just wish you would show me, send me a sign.....Dad, should I go to the dr and get checked out again? Or will it be a mistake? Just please send me some signs....I know you always had my back and I known you still do dad! No matter where my life's journeys take me dad....you will always be in my heart. Your first Fathers Day and birthday in HEAVEN were hard on me dad....not having you here with me to hug and seen your face light up as you opened your gifts from the kids and I. I know your in a better place ......I just wish you could come visit from time to time! :-( love you forever and always dad....your oldest daughter, Tiff aka T
