A year has past and the pain is even more apparent in me today , crushed hurt devistated to say the least papa I needed your guidance your loving hand your stern conversations, but most of all you,, just you, people say it takes time , no this man made it possible for me to be anything , took a life time away from my family a piece a my heart and that cannot be healed without him, I get so mad why him ? I guess was just your time in suffering I will have to live with , 8 miss you so great, I love you so much more n more I find myself being just like you papa n nothing couldmake me prouder and I no you are still guiding me from afar I feel you still papa I just miss you so much daddy I want to be with you untill lthat day ,,,,,